we can kinda guess what went wrong between MC and blue hair guy due to some flashback and their attitudes but i hope it was really bad. i don't wish suffering upon the MC but i hate when stories introduce the ex boyfriend as an asshole, build up his character around that just to then show the past and it was just a miscommunication/ego problem... not saying it can't ruin relationship but MC's attitude toward blue hair guy can't just be because of that.. i kinda want him to be a real asshole
''i thought she'd be completely worn out by now, that she'd give in and go back''
he really didn't learn anything.. all these chapters about his backstory to see him at the same point. he's still projecting what he think she'm should be on her, not noticing she's changed. it's not as if i don't get he's traumatized, heartbroken and somewhat still in denial about his feelings, but his lack of development and self awareness is getting tiring











the art is nice, the story is interesting but the MC... it could be that she's traumatized by her death so she acts so selfishly but idk. i just don't get why she's not focusing on her family. why didn't she try to marry her sister to a neutral fraction and remove her parents as much as possible from the power struggle, when she knows there will be a purge in a few years. like girl, at least try to make sure they're safe? she only thinks about her own survival fr