
Grew up catholic. Questioning whether they know if you kill yourself you ain’t going upstairs...

That is still just a sad train of thought to me tbh. Yh it's true most ppl who commit suicide don't see any other way out of their real life circumstances and likely suffer from something like depression, but I don't think that it should be something counted as a sin nor forgiven just bc it was proven that they yave issues, as if it wasn't obvious before the mentalitt changed to what you say it did. The truth is that regardless of how someone died, they deserve a funeral not for said person but for the people left behind. That's what funerals essentially are. The dead aren't going to stick around bc there was a funeral for them. People have funerals bc it's like a ceremony for them to deal with the death of someone they cared about. When someone is in their final moments, they are likely to think well about those close to them that they will be leaving. In the case of someone who comits suicide, it is entirely likely that they don't feel that close to anyone or just think about how to finally end whatever they are going through, but nonetheless someone out there is likely to know them and if a funeral is held it is because the people left behind decided that person deserves to be honored even if they themselves couldn't see another way out. -This is long but essentially, I mean what if someone only died in the midst of saving another person? They were prepared to be the ones who put themselves in such danger over someone else. As much as that is a form of disregard of their own life, it is typically honored in a good way. Life is life and everyone deserves to be treated with the respect of a person who had to deal eith this friggin world. It's close enough to a hell hole if you end up in a place you can't see any way out of and that you didnt have a chance to find out if you could fight the struggle and see a way out.

Just watch the brother be gay too. Man in Yaois everyone and everyone’s brother is gay or extremely homophobic.

yeah. but then, when someone is not gay, i feel disappointed...so fucking weird...dunno if i was conditioned by all the stories where everyone turned gay in the close circle of the first couple in a multiple couple story....but my inner fujoshi definetly matured quick....she seems to be at the age of 18/19 now...grew a lot in a year that chick and she started saying, that some characters could also very much be super adorable and more suitable with some cute girl to dote on...which is new...it would be freaking amazing to have mangas that address a lot of variety and express the freedom and diversity that we have but show how well it can all just be together....like straight couples, gay couples, trans couple this that you know....just love in any form and shape :)
Started reading this when the first few chapters came out. I may be crying, who knows?
Love at its purest form.
I’m fucking crying what the fuck did the watch say?!