
I've actually thought about this a lot bc I've 1st read this yrs ago lol. I still remember it. It burns itself into your psyche esp since I read it young. Basically this story is a WARNING on PROMISCUITY and the dangers of "COMING OUT of your shell" and trying out NEW THINGS esp ADULT things like seggs, high meds, etc, thus "Emergence / metamorphosis" in the title, bc NOT ALL CHANGE IS GOOD. Maybe your old plain unpopular but studious self would be better off
It's also about ADDĮCTION (to seggs and “high meds") and a warning on not to be NAIVE bc not all people are GOOD. Also it's also a warning to what happens if u don't know how to SAY NO and is a PUSHOVER, and constantly try to PLEASE OTHERS.
This story's a "TRAGEDY", wherein we see the protag descend into ruin and annihilation bc of their flaws, weaknesses, actions, and events and circumstances that occur in relation to it. Well known example is Macbeth
Personally this also taught me to have more EMPATHY TO "HŒS". It's true. Girl can be the most judgemental to other girls. But this taught me sometimes they may have a legit hard time controlling themselves bc they have an addïctīon to hœ-ing or to other substances like just being obsessed w gaming is hard to control sometimes how much more these other stuff are honestly harder to abstain once Ur compelled to it

Sad horny. U feel horny bc how it's drawn but u feel sad for the girl. After I read this book, I willing became celibate and took a purity vow to wait until marriage xD This was like the 1st h manga I read and I was 18 lol. This also taught me to be nicer and not judgemental to "hœs" bc u don't know they may be suffering through addïctiøn... Be it from substances or from behaviors or both. Lowkey perfect book to let a girl read if u wanna scare her from all men in general, even her dad lol!

Search 'Miss Gu & Miss Qu novel' to find the novel.
1) I use novel update to read bc it's usually translated by a human so reading exp is nice but sometimes it's incomplete/ ongoing
2) If u read on mtl novel (machine translated novels, copy pasted the entire text on a translator) it's usually complete, translations are... in english xD but may cause brain fart and lowering of IQ after but sometimes is readable so that's what matters xD
3) raws is stated on novel update website. For this novel, it is jjwxc, like most cn novels are

1 of my fav scenes is when Millie's foreign friends asked her if Zen was really her gf and her response is to laugh and put her finger to her mouth asking them to keep it secret like... She's not denying it and she's not denying her feelings hahahah xD I really like how u can tell through Millie's actions that she really likes Zen in *that* way even wo her saying anything xD
Lowkey I enjoyed this. The psychological nuances are interesting and for a bit I thought the story will do a 180 and do the he-confesses-they-fall-in-love trope but nah. Voyeurism and cûcking all the way xD
I like how we see things through MLs POV so we 1st feel bad 4 him bc he's a coward, never confesses and lets other men f his crush, like Big L move dude..
I feel bad for FL too bc I felt like these 2 were being used and treated badly but later we see a shift. ML actually really likes it when FL is w other dudes. And FL really really likes dicc that she has no morals or fear whatsoever. She'll sleep with almost anyone xD It's interesting bc ML and FL were introduced and drawn in more good girl/ good boy ways like them being hesitant and/ or shy during bed times...
but in the end, it's the pervert guy who actually gets a gf and seems to be in a serious relationship and the promiscuous girl is the one that ended up "alone" storywise.
I really thought FL will end up w MC. She seemed to like him at least a bit... But I think he knew that she prob won't be content w just him esp since he was bad at bed time... And later we saw she said was bored of her boring bf and liked rougher fun times w rougher men...
Idk if it's a Happy End. Technically is bc MC and FL get what they want and their pleasure but... Imo his eyes look DEAD INSIDE... Like sure he gets off to being cûcked but is he happy? He even said he feels disgust and such... And he's letting men use his crush... Like you're not in a fulfilling relationship you're just fulfilling your desires... like he even thanks his crush in the end for turning out like this...
And the girl... Idk what she's doing. I feel she's she's gonna end up like the girl in Metamorphosis or at least preggo and a single mom xD yeah sure she's having fun but it doesn't seem healthy... she even does it bare back... Idk if this is a recipe for long term success xD
But hey art is drawn well and it's hot imo. Tbh I enjoyed how the MCs were strangely immoral and stayed that way all the way till the end