
Awww they're so beautiful. It's so funny how Josh was only dating and sleeping with women, his S-lines are more than plenty, and then boom Chase happened, baby happened, and his whole interest became Chase only by his own will. It's tue that initially sleeping with him wasn't in his plan but he was attracted to him as a man and the alpha-omega thingy just rushed the unavoidable and he is marked too.
But look at him all proactive, letting his experience talk and guide Chase about how he likes it. Chase's a good student, a quick learner, not the sharpest in some stuff but it's because he really was inexperience, and they'll do the freakiest things ♡♡♡

First time I felt sorry for Viktor. Head is scary as hell and in his twisted way he cares... but manipulates Viktor into behaving like he wants to. Accepting the life style he had.
The whole thing about "you are scary of loving more than one person because you will have to forgive Henry for his actions" ... such raw true.
But still, no love for Head. I wonder what he has been doing at night.
It makes me sick how this gets uncomfortable with each chapter. Nothing seems genuine about Henry's 'love' so it's a wonder why Heart feels feelings of love. He's the plot twist in this smut.

I'm starting this today... I survived Hate Mate when it was ongoing. I can do it. I love being stressed,
Update 1: holy shit that glow up
Update 2: shitty parenting strikes again. Jiho's so so broken and Yujun (I like it sounds like a nickname), was very immature, what you expected from a young guy who knows nothing.
Update 3: well, everything is ugly and I feel sad hahaha
Update 4: finished... Baby, 41 chapters and you still can't even tell him that your mom died, something so important. A symbol of trust, of letting him in... I get why Yujun feels so entitled to feel angry and didn't wanted to hear anything from him because it would sound like a lie and he was so hurt. He changed completely. But now that there's some peace, start communicating pls. Also the sex scene, I'm all for angry sex but it felt so sad. Nothing sexy. Jiho was injured and Yujun wasn't patience at all, kinda careful yes because he kept asking questions about his well being but Jiho was a mess. At least he wasn't drunk, just hungover but weak and hurt. Well, it was rushed and at the same time it wasn't.
And ugh, I wasn't expecting the classmate's brother to come back but this author always do something and use this kind of character as plot device. They're kind of together in Uk, they used each other, but he couldn't handle Jiho's enormous issues and that's when Jiho realized nobody could love him like Yujun did. 6 years of missing him, calling and hanging up...of being so afraid of him and what he could tell him... A coward but I understand him. He's not even the shadow of what he was. Completely broken.
Also, I love the use of patterns in the design of the ambiance. It's another character that enriched the storyline. But when it got serious, it disappeared. Like Jiho. All that playful innocence, the dreamy sensation of first love and what helped illustrate the disturbing desperation of crushed emotions and separation, just vanished and welcomed dry and plain backgrounds. Nothing bad, nothing that caused distraction. Just growing up in a scary world with feelings of abandonment.

Oficially, I'm done with Chul-Jin. I don't even care about his past, his reasons, his actions... mf just gashlight, manipulatives, the hell out of everyone. Minwoo knows that, still he accepts the crumbs of his 'love' or whatever lie Chul-Jin tells him, or even when Chul-Jin is confronted with the true, he still fucking lies and Minwoo... is a fucking idiot. So done. So dissapointed with Minwoo really. He'll eat dirt if Chul-Jin told him it's choco powder or something. He's that gone for him. He's not gonna let go of Chul-Jin, not even when he got hurt because of him (he protected Chul-Jin from a knife attack). Chul-Jin even wants to escape, again, like the coward he is and not confront the result of his actions, so he does what he does best and he tries to break Minwoo's heart for a second time instead of accepting his wrong doings and appeal to Minwoo's good nature because he knows Minwoo will do anything for him.... but Minwoo's not gonna let him go a second time, not even when he's getting beat up by Chul-Jin, because he believes that Chul-Jin loves him but he's afraid or something.... *sigh* He may love him so so much if he's doing all kind of things to break up with Minwoo so he can be free of pain even when he's the one inflicting the pain.
A while since a hated a couple so much. Still reading because sometimes the other couples appears between chapters and overall this is my soap opera but *sigh* I'll wait for part 2 of the season ending. I hope I'm mistaken.
And Sungtaek's dick is scary in the uncensored version but kudos to Norman if that's his jam and he can take the titan cock. Pair of lovely freaks.

eh there are so many signs that cheoljin has a super traumatizing and rough childhood that minwoo has no idea about where he's learned to only present the side he thinks people want to see and is super suspicious of people's intentions with a massive fear of abandonment. hints of people objectifying him and him letting ppl objectify him to survive even as he is disgusted by it..like it seems like he was literally a boymom for a good part of his school life thinking of ways to take care of his sublings and escape poverty bc his parents were absent. with the recent chapters it's fascinating to see his super perfectionist/controlled side break
down and being so much more young and vulnerable and irrational in front of only minwoo.
with this author always there are two sides to every story, she always tells the pov of one person before switching to the other and then you realize everyone is a fully fleshed out being with reasons for acting the way they do. i for one am soo curious about finally getting to cheoljin's pov and his side of the story

Hi! this is why I said I hope I'm mistaken. I do like this story but for the character of Chul-Jin... he's autodestructive. He's not even that version of himself that you mention. He's worst. He's a grown man who keeps making the same choices again and again. And ok, you may say that age has anything to do with healing from past wounds or traumas, especially because experiences tend to repeat themselves at any age, reopening those same wounds... but he chose to find present Minwoo and bring him back into his life and did everything in his power to make Minwoo fall in love with him again.
In this particular case, he lead Minwoo into believing that they could start anew. It took a LOT of patience, struggle, denial, conflict... for Minwoo to drop his defense, get over Norman, get over his own trauma with Chul-Jin and his abandonment and past rejection. Minwoo's reactions toward the mention of Chul-Jin were very visceral. But Chul-Jin fought hard to change that so he's more than responsable to actually act according to his words but no, he manipulated the hell out of everyone and when shit hit the fan and he got exposed for his lies, he chose to 'break up' in the most cruel way possible. But Minwoo was not letting him go, like in the past, so he actually used violence against him (season ending part 1). I do hope part 2 clears everything.
I agree with everything you said about Chul-Jin and his past, why he may be like that, but the moment he used violence, he became an abuser, which he always was tbh, and I was done with him. Especially because those early signs that you mentioned attracted me to his character but this is where I draw a line. I do like conflicted, morally dark characters.
Not saying Minwoo's a saint, the early bed scenes are quite forceful but there was consent from Chul-Jin, because, again, he was doing everything he could to capture Minwoo's heart which included being in a position (bottom) that he was not used to, enjoyed to or wanted to. That was a sign of his 'love'.
And, this is a work of fiction so I get why we as readers may permit so many liberties, like being understanding of a character actions being a direct reflect of his up bringing or the lack of it, but in real life, not matter what a person's past is, it's inexcusable for them to treat others badly and not being responsable for the damage they caused.
But like you said, there are two sides and I hope I'm mistaken because the storytelling takes a while but it is top notch and I love how this author portraits emotions. It reliminds me of Lucky Paradise, which I absolutely love it.

Honestly!! Clock it!!! I HATED HIS CHARACTER SO FUCKING MUCH? And the fact he was the one who “dressed” and changed Suengtak as well irked me so much!
He’s such a liar and he likes to twist things to his own advantage! I’m looking forward to how the author proceeds his relationships with Minwoo since as we all know…minwoo doesn’t have a fucking spine at all.
Btw your comment motivated me to read this manhwa after dropping it for 6 months and no regrets (I dropped it because I needed Seungtak and Norman to end up together

I thought that maybe Mc saved Ml from an accident or something because he's the type to act first, think later, but they didn't show us why he doesn't remember ml or even the dog. I suppose at one point ml disappeared and some kind of accident happened and he lost his memory or got so heartbroken that he chose to forget and focused on his studies.
Still they're already wholesome from the beginning. I hope mc stays by his boss side and doesn't change sides because it seemed like he wanted to go the stepbrother turf, he thinks they are more proactive and will 'help' him find the 'friend'!who con him. I know his revenge it's important but he has found someone more special than that... Worth staying for.
Can't wait for season 2!

"Looking for heart at the wrong places" is such a powerful remark... V is all about looks and he just can't stand Heart's obvious feelings for him. His sincerity it's something so alien to him because Henry was never like that. He was sure Henry didn't love him like that.
And well we still don't know that for sure. It's a mystery especially now that we know he liked the chase but not the keeping. So why Heart feels that way? Henry was such a liar...
And it's funny that Dick talks about favouritism when he's the one who has two cocks lol
Again, poor Heart. There's no progress with him.

He remembers???? Omg
Also, let him gain a bit of weight and be more healthy to do that kind of activities... Baby boy needs to be put in a special diet to have a healthy sex life. Next time, I hope he starts feeling less timid and actually be more vocal of his emotions and needs. At least top seems to be caring enough but his dirty talk.... and hopefully, he wasn't thinking about the other guy while having sex with mc.
Awww loving the family dynamics <333
And holy shit that WAIST. Byul's father is still so fineeee
Awww hugging the future boo <333