
So I'm gonna leave my thoughts on the next chapters (read on lezhin) cause phew.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
one of the kidnappers basically drugs jace and rapes him. the blowjob scene reminded me a lot of when the duke forced him, the only difference is that the tutor was drugged and also beaten. the duke sends out a bunch of men to search for them, and when they find them, the duke rescues jace and brings him home. phil tries to see what's happening but the duke has the fucking audacity to refuse to let phil see what's going on despite being under the impression that phil and jace are lovers. in the last chapter i bought (im broke lol) the duke feeds him medicine by kissing him and then jerks him off(??? bro)
and jace says what i can vaguely translate as something like "i'm not loose like that, i won't mess around with the duke [while he thinks i'm loose]." he may think it's another dream.

Victor Hugo said a quote which, when translated, means "Remember this, my friends: there are no such things as bad plants or bad men. There are only bad cultivators.”
I wonder what type of life Violet lived to become such an awful person. To fail to see her mistakes and what she does is wrong. How she became so entitled. Is she too far gone? Can she change? Is she willing to change?

why didn't you take your medicine,,,,

Clearly you have never been a romanticist. Can't you understand that his debutante is a social event, with dancing, and the girl he likes is both attractive, and surrounded by men she is far more likely to choose to dance with than him (a girl?). This entire trip has been hell for him. Let the boy have some fun.
Plus it's obvious that he didn't STOP TAKING his meds. Because otherwise he'd be sick these past couple days as he detoxed, and Blair would notice and make him take the meds again (so that he would have a positive debutante experience). That's why he took an ANTIDOTE, because it's fast acting, and wouldn't leave clues for her to worry about.

You know what I do when I like someone out of my league? I don't try to bring the people they like down. I try to bring myself up and become a better person worthy of their friendship. Chances are after that I realize my feelings were just idol-worship or liking their image.
If you wanted to get the attention of someone, be nice to their friends and do your best to become a good person. Even if it is with selfish intentions, those are habits that will eventually become you. SMH.

I imagine that he didn't hear her monologue and just thinks she ran away because she hates him... such a shame they're both so hot i'm simping
i asked my bf if he's okay for me to simp over fictional guys and girls and he said yes, as long as he could do so with me so you bet i'm sharing this one with him we both love hella fine buff ladies

YES PREACH
on a more serious note, he's probably never seen a functional family in his life, and we should at least commend him for trying to start.
I know a lot of people have the mentality "you shouldn't appreciate what should be taken for granted" in terms of both behaviors and in physical items, but it does make me happy when I see characters growing. He needs to apologize a ton more though before he expects genuine gratitude, but it does show that our main character has made a genuine impact on his growth.
They're all so hot, and it makes me so mad. These are objectively cruel people who have no right to live and reproduce, both literally and philosophically, and the fact that they're so beautiful despite being so cruel makes me want to castrate all of the ones I can. WHY IS THE FATHER A DILF.