
I'm going to die honestly. I have to say goodbye to my parents before reading next chapter

I know time can be tough sometimes and I am not the best person to answer this but I can understand. I have tried to kill myself before by overdosing. Start listing things you have in your life and the thing you have that others do not. Take deep breathes go outside and take a walk and really think this though. This isn't a need this is a choice, there are people i've met who had abusive parents and after they go though they try to live the best life as they can because before they can not. Life might not be good not but you don't know what would happen if you were to live to see the future.

Wow... That's a hella misunderstanding going on here... You shouldn't worry like this. The OP is just joking.

I dont understand all the hate with Chanyoung, he clearly showed Heesu that he is not interested in that kind of relationship, it sounds cruel but it's Heesu's fault that he didn't understand. Ik that being honest may be a better solution but he didn't tell him only because he cares about their friendship.

No, he didn't clearly show Heesu that he isn't interested in that kind of relationship. 'Clearly' would be SAYING you're not interested. Ever heard of bisexuality, pansexuality etc.? Just because he was with a bunch of girls, does not mean he wouldn't be interested in men too. The one who's at fault is Chanyoung and it disturbs me that you're blaming Heesu for not understanding something that was never said.
Chanyoung knew Heesu's feelings. Heesu didn't know Chanyoung's feelings. Logic tells me that the person who knows, is the one who should speak up.

He just acted like a heartless boy that can have any girl he would like. I hate people like that I mean if he knew his feelings why did he wasted so much time on not telling him straight into his face but directly for so much time. And now he's all happy that he don't have someine who'll stick into him all the time, but wasn't it his halt for not telling him?

He just acted like a heartless boy that can have any girl he would like. I hate people like that I mean if he knew his feelings why did he wasted so much time on not telling him straight into his face but directly for so much time. And now he's all happy that he don't have someine who'll stick into him all the time, but wasn't it his fault for not telling him?
Translations here are so fast thank you for your hard work Cappy
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