
At first I loved it because the humour is just my style. But then it got somber, and then it started hitting close to home. This story is unexpectedly deep and developed (unlike many other stories of this genre). All the characters are so well developed with personalities and motives, and I love how their personalities shine through in the way they’re drawn (gotta add that the art adds soo much, especially to the jokes). I especially love Hoya, Rayburns (?) sister. Her story is beautifully written. She’s her own person, and she’s especially interesting as a villain (I wonder if she actually is a villain). Unlike villains in other stories she isn’t just a plot device or an obstacle for the mc and ml, she has her own motives and it’s hard not to sympathize with them. I just can’t dislike her. I also am really curious about the crown princes personal guard, Bourbon. He seems very protective and caring of the crown prince, sometimes it almost seems like he is in love with him. Like he seemed jealous when the crown prince was told to propose to his fiancée. I might just be overanalyzing the hints though hahaha (Edit: I just realized Bourbon is a woman... No gay representation here I guess)
Anyways, I’m in love with this story unlike any other. I’m very curious what it will have to offer. I’m only at chapter 33 but I just had to share my thoughts.

Is Amel the love interest? Because if it is I’ll be disgusted. He has to be like 30, and she’s 16, and not only that, he’s watched her grow up. Feels kinda like he has been grooming her if so. I don’t know who else it could be but I really hope it’s someone else, like one of the brothers friends or maybe Anne
(sorry if it’s already known that he is the ML, I haven’t read the latest chapters)

this is literally a different time period and era.. did ya'll miss the part where people get engaged when they're twelve... and don't forget we saw his memories he sees her as a child still not a romantic interest, but she is of age now in that world so if they do end up together there's nothing wrong with it... they aren't related in anyway either so....lol there's worse things to complain about on this site lol

The girls were clearly uncomfortable by their 12 year old friend being married to an adult though, so why wouldn’t they also find an adult falling for a woman he has helped raised weird?
I don’t think I’ve read the part of his memories yet so I can’t comment on that.
I know there are a lot of weird manga on this site, but right now I’m reading this manga and questioning it, I’ll question the next one as well if I’m weirded out by it. Who says you can’t see the problem in one manga just because there is one that is worse.

Others says he’s younger so I guess he isn’t 30. I don’t get why you’re bringing up that there are weirder manga though? I’m commenting my, yes personal, opinion on this specific manga, doesn’t matter if there are weirded ones out there. (Which I know there are because I’ve read weirder ones and I’ve also left my opinion on many of those:))

exactly that's something worth complaining about lol calling the guard disgusting over what? as of right now even though they're both adults no romantic or sexual interest has been shown between them at all when she was a child... but if they were to fall in love it wouldn't be grooming at all, feelings are fickle and can grow out of nowhere not stemming from anything creepy lol and again they are both adults he's in his mid 20s its not like he's 40, and he also he didn't raise her he wasn't her nanny nor did he show any familial love towards her, NOR did he have ill intentions his only job was to guard her so again not grooming, seems like you need to google what grooming means oor read the story again

I can agree that calling it grooming was an exaggeration. I still think it’s weird and disgusting if he’s the ML though, even if it only starts being romantic after she’s become an adult. That’s just my opinion, you don’t need to think it’s disgusting just because I do:)
Mostly @ kook99 since it seems like they blocked me, but also because I want to say it and I can:)

I don’t find an age gap of 6-7 years disgusting if it’s between adults who have met as adults. I find it disgusting because he’s been an adult and has been with her as she’s grown up from being a child. Although I understand the time period argument it’s still a made up world and in this story the girls are clearly uncomfortable when discussing their child friend marrying an adult, so I don’t agree with the argument
Sometimes it feels like the author forgets that she was reincarnated from another world and not reborn. For example, why would the MC be so terrified of the princesses abuser? While yes she has Cayenas memories, MC is reincarnated before the abuse happens in the timeline. So she shouldn’t have Cayenas memories of the abuse. Is she terrified of what could happens? It’s like the story is confused by itself sometimes lol. Anyway this is not really a big deal, and the story works great and is a nice read.
Frrr(/TДT)/
Oh I thought she was reincarnated twice, first lived as cayenne then died and was korean then came back again but now that I think aboutbit I don't think they actually said that and I probably assumes based on the authors writing
Right!? I’ve read it from the beginning today, and she was only reincarnated from Korea. She read a book about Cayena and related to her situation, but nothing more.
Another example is the apple pie. In the chapter she bakes the apple pie she says she learnt it from her mother in Korea, and it’s seems like applepie with cinnamon is something new in Cayenas world. But when we see the memories of her childhood with her nanny it’s portrayed as if the nanny taught her and applepie is common. Of course it’s not outright said that the nanny taught her, and it never says if the pie contains cinnamon. But it’s still a confusing way to portray it.
Even though she was reincarnated before that timeline, since the princess experienced it all, the memories would be shown to the MC, from what I guess anyway. It's a common theme in these types of manga, especially if it's more of a revenge-type theme. Most times such memories are passed down to the soul that replaces the original so that they can properly have all the information and desire for revenge like the original did.
You’re probably right, too bad it’s not clarified properly. It feels like one shouldn’t have to speculate or read between the lines when it comes to something like this.
But I'd be terrified too if I meet someone that I know to be a creepy obsessive abuser. Just like women who would be scared to have an unknown man walk behind them at night even when they haven't experienced any misfortunes. And without even knowing the future he acted creepy enough already I had goosebumps while reading. But I see that it really seems like mc really thinks of herself as cayene.
I just started reading the novel and it is actually the case. It's explained in the very beginning, I don't understand why it hasn't been explained in the manhwa.
Agreed, we shouldn't have to do that. They should have clarified it better.
I had a suspicion that it was like that in the novel, so thanks for confirming!
That’s a valid point! He was definitely creepy enough to make anyone scared