Sebaciel March 3, 2020 8:02 am

I cringed a lot for some reason. That rarely happens to me but it wasnt as bad as what i've read before. This made me want to cry for the Guy that likes the uke. The uke has a rude personality. If i were him i would leave crying to myself. I couldn't do that. Imma still read this tho

    Sebaciel March 3, 2020 8:06 am

    Also i want the teacher and mc to end up together. I dont know if my theory is true but i hope it is

    The teacher just started doing this so he could get the mc to end up liking him at the end. He found out that the mc had a crush on the uke and started doing things with the uke just for pleasure. He then notices that the mc left the usb drive in the computer and decided to use that as a mechanism for him to stay.

    I like my theory and i hope its true.

    Fujoshi101 March 3, 2020 10:10 pm
    Also i want the teacher and mc to end up together. I dont know if my theory is true but i hope it isThe teacher just started doing this so he could get the mc to end up liking him at the end. He found out that ... Sebaciel

    Yay. I like your theory too...and I'm rooting for them too!!

    MilkSu March 4, 2020 11:12 am

    I actually cringed alot as well but it wasnt because of the uke it was actually because of the Main guy. I really wanted him to at least get some form of consent to join in and just every time it was a sexual act between him and the uke it just made me cringe more because of how incomplete it felt? Like you can establish the type of relationship with them and the uncomfortableness between one v.s not between the other

    Sebaciel March 4, 2020 2:18 pm
    I actually cringed alot as well but it wasnt because of the uke it was actually because of the Main guy. I really wanted him to at least get some form of consent to join in and just every time it was a sexual a... MilkSu

    I'm kinda on the same page. I dont care that he didnt ask for consent however. What made me cringe is that he decided to join and some of the faces he made.

    MilkSu March 4, 2020 7:12 pm
    I'm kinda on the same page. I dont care that he didnt ask for consent however. What made me cringe is that he decided to join and some of the faces he made. Sebaciel

    The line when he said "bend over" just sent me away off edge T.T I cringed so hard when he said that

    Sebaciel March 5, 2020 7:40 am
    The line when he said "bend over" just sent me away off edge T.T I cringed so hard when he said that MilkSu

    Ikr!!! I cringed so hard at that!

Sebaciel March 3, 2020 6:54 am

Goodbye manga. I hope to see an update but i doubt i will. It was fun while it lasted. Goodbye.

Sebaciel March 2, 2020 2:27 am

Was depressed and crying. Then i read this and turn happy! Kiss make me squeal !

    Miss Eris March 2, 2020 2:55 am

    Sending you love and hapiness! Yaoi FTW ヾ(☆▽☆)

    Sebaciel March 2, 2020 3:23 am
    Sending you love and hapiness! Yaoi FTW ヾ(☆▽☆) Miss Eris

    Thank very much!!!

Sebaciel March 1, 2020 6:56 am

I hope the author adds some sex to this one like they did with I have a boyfriend. Only hopefully more graphic.

Sebaciel February 27, 2020 12:19 am

That Sebastian reference made me so happy!

Sebaciel February 26, 2020 7:12 am

I love this !

Sebaciel February 24, 2020 12:07 am

I think this was dropped.

Sebaciel February 20, 2020 6:33 am

I wish she was a guy... But thankfully she looks like one so i count her as one. I like to think everyone thinks she's a woman but in reality she is male.

    candytime7 February 20, 2020 6:35 am

    ??

    Sebaciel February 20, 2020 6:41 am

    What are the ?? For ?

    Sasifras February 20, 2020 11:05 am

    Dude, you can have crushed on fictional characters, or anything for that matter, regardless of gender. We love Pauliana for many reasons but perhaps the main one is she actually looks and acts like someone with her kind of upbringing. Too often, we get the girl who looks like a little boy that could be snapped in half at a moment's notice that everyone believes is a boy somehow. Then, she can transition into a feminine appearance/position with some assistance (or none) with little difficulty.
    Pauliana is not feminine in almost any aspect and is not apologetic for it. Before she opens her mouth, people believe she is a man, a soldier. She doesn't have a mind for anything but survival and her loyalty to the emperor because he has faith in her abilities she has worked so hard to achieve. She will not look good in a dress. She won't be able to embroider a pretty flower or play a tune. And she will not talk sweet nothings to ease any tension amongst men. But at the end of the day, she is still a woman fighting for her place. She cares as much about her sex as it hinders her in her profession.
    We love her because it is going to be awkward as hell when these things happen. We will find out eventually if she ever wants any of the things woman want, as she has been denied anything but the narrow path ahead of her. Her future was surviving the years in the military so she could get put and own her family property as a result. Now, it is serving the emperor. There is nothing past that.
    And I apologize for the long post. I just don't want you to put down any future relationships, friendships, and/or decisions because of masculine/feminine standards. If you like something or someone, something like that shouldn't matter.

    obake-chan February 20, 2020 12:28 pm
    Dude, you can have crushed on fictional characters, or anything for that matter, regardless of gender. We love Pauliana for many reasons but perhaps the main one is she actually looks and acts like someone with... Sasifras

    yes thank you ( ︶ ω︶ *)

    LeRain February 20, 2020 9:38 pm

    Wtf???

    Sebaciel February 20, 2020 9:55 pm
    Dude, you can have crushed on fictional characters, or anything for that matter, regardless of gender. We love Pauliana for many reasons but perhaps the main one is she actually looks and acts like someone with... Sasifras

    Im not hating on her because shes a woman why are you all misinterpreting what i'm saying ? Im just imagining her as a man because thats what i want to do. I dont understand whats wrong with me wanting to say something that i like to imagine. I dont care that its a girl i just like yaoi. I'm only imagining her as a boy because i dont like straight romances. Im not imagining her as a male because she is a knight. I honestly dont give a fuck wether she was a female or a male knight. I just care about the romance.

    candytime7 February 21, 2020 12:54 am

    Sebaciel, you can imagine what you want but that does not change the fact the story as well as title of the story itself relies on pauliana being a female. No matter how much you like yaoi I feel like it is disrepectful to how well the author has built the story and character thus far. Not to mention I feel personally attacked by this as I have an androgynous face/appearance and with short hair, have often been mistaken as a boy. I generally don't care as it has not affected me much throughout my life but seeing this comment made me think that there could be people who ignore my biological gender to call me a guy despite being 100% female. To which I wonder what other bits of your life you are twisting- and even as a personal opinion of yours, you have posted this comment on the world wide web, specifically on a website with a pretty active community. To say you wish she was a guy to fufull your deslusions of male × male love is honeslty fine (i dont really care there is tons of genderbends and alternate universe stuff), but to then go and mentally change the plot to fit that idea, and post a comment (likely with the intention that someone would agree with you) is both dissapointing, and in may case slightly disturbing. If you are going to go that far to have a yaoi romance, why read a straight (presumably) romance comic in the first place? ( ̄へ ̄)

    Sebaciel February 21, 2020 2:46 am
    Sebaciel, you can imagine what you want but that does not change the fact the story as well as title of the story itself relies on pauliana being a female. No matter how much you like yaoi I feel like it is dis... candytime7

    My comment wasnt about you. You have no reason to feel attacked. You just found something that wasnt about you and are making yourself feel attacked. Also i just wanted to post expressing what i'm imagining. And im not disrespecting the authors work just by using my imagination. Im also not twisting other bits of my life. I dont understand how you got to that conclusion ? You dont know my life do you ? Why would i make some sort of weird fantasy out of my life ? Its just fiction. Im fine with changing fiction not reality. Also if i were to presumably meet you and call you a boy but you told me you were a girl then i'll call you a girl. If you had disfigured your body to become something that you are not say presumably you were a boy but turned into a "girl" then i would call you a boy. I honestly dont care. I just wanted to share what i imagined. You have most likely done this before but are just calling me out on it because i actually admitted to doing it. Theres nothing wrong with imagining a fictional story to how you want.

    candytime7 February 22, 2020 7:13 pm
    My comment wasnt about you. You have no reason to feel attacked. You just found something that wasnt about you and are making yourself feel attacked. Also i just wanted to post expressing what i'm imagining. An... Sebaciel

    I realize you had no intention of refering to anyone, but just as I cannot choose how you feel about what I have said- you cannot choose how I feel about what you have said.
    I have mentioned that I don't really care how you view the character, but I do think that mentioning that you view the story in such a different way than what it is (mainly in a way that has quite a bit of plot built around it) makes the work the author put into the story. . . Wasted? That isnt a good way to put it but that is how I, an avid comic reader/ someone who is planning out a comic themselves intertpreted your comment. I dont know what you mean by having done this before but I wanted to give my opinion on the matter, just as you have given yours. Unfortunately for the both of us my opinions conflict with yours.

    A short addition, I do not know your life. I would assume you also do not know mine apart from what I have mentioned. So, if are bringing this up I can only assume I hit a nerve. And for that, I apologize (sorry). I only hope that you could do the same for a comment that even if aimed at a made up character from a fanstasy comic- has unintentionally hit a nerve of mine.

    Sebaciel February 23, 2020 1:46 am
    I realize you had no intention of refering to anyone, but just as I cannot choose how you feel about what I have said- you cannot choose how I feel about what you have said. I have mentioned that I don't really... candytime7

    Umm... This is kinda emberassing for me to say but.. I was on my period at that time and my emotions were everywhereb so i wasnt thinking rationally. I would like to apologize as well. Sorry. My mood swings are still bad even after so long. I cant wait for menopause.

    Sasifras February 23, 2020 9:58 am
    Umm... This is kinda emberassing for me to say but.. I was on my period at that time and my emotions were everywhereb so i wasnt thinking rationally. I would like to apologize as well. Sorry. My mood swings are... Sebaciel

    Quick heads up on that: my mom has been on fire for ten years. She gets hot flashes at the drop of a dime, dripping with sweat like someone hut her with a bucket of water. Everyone is different but there isn't anything her doctor can do about it. This is one extreme. Oh, and she still spots when I am on my cycle because we live together.
    Totally get the emotion bounce, as I just got off mine and I've been traveling. Crowds have been an internal battle between screaming like a temper tantrum, grabbing idiots by the neck and slamming them into the ground, and just looking like a crazy person (only one has been winning.)

    Sebaciel February 23, 2020 10:57 pm
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    I get that you can choose not to believe me. But i did say sorry. I know you wont get a notification since you choose to not make an account. However i was and still am on my period. I get very mad when im just starting it. I dont know which sentence you are referring to is "dumb" but i really dont care right now. You are probably on your period too right ? I mean it just seems like it. I'm a more rational person when im just easing down. But by you saying this it seems like you're just trying to provoke me. Please refrain from doing that as i also have anger issues that makes my period's even worse.

    Sebaciel February 23, 2020 11:02 pm
    Quick heads up on that: my mom has been on fire for ten years. She gets hot flashes at the drop of a dime, dripping with sweat like someone hut her with a bucket of water. Everyone is different but there isn't ... Sasifras

    I totally understand. I have some anger issued caused by stress and it has been. Making my periods worse. Too much school work, not enough sleep, annoying siblings, surgery. Its all happening too fast and my body cant handle it. I just wanted to take the time to write something that i imagined because i was actually feeling happy for once. Then everyone just pounces on me and at the worst time because i was just starting my period. Eventually the happiness i felt had drained and now im in this state of sadness, stress, and anger. I hate this.

    candytime7 February 24, 2020 6:24 am
    Umm... This is kinda emberassing for me to say but.. I was on my period at that time and my emotions were everywhereb so i wasnt thinking rationally. I would like to apologize as well. Sorry. My mood swings are... Sebaciel

    Thank you for your apology, I accept it kindly. I get that period emotions can be super crazy, I am the type who is constantly pretty chill (even on my period) but I know plenty of people who do a 180. I read your other comments as well and would like to say I am sorry for jumping on you and would hope I was not a huge cause for your sadness. I tend to take things a little too far with the intention of giving someone insight on what might not have otherwise known (such as how it affected a random person on the internet or how it could affect the authors effort). Be a bit more mindful in the future, it's one of the best things you can do when your emotions and feelings are out of wack. You probably cant reverse time so use your time to mold your future (assumimg you want a future more suited to your expectations). After all of that- I hope that this random internet encounter, if memorable is remembered is a postive way. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    candytime7 February 24, 2020 6:42 am
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    You could try. On the internet nothing is stoping you, however, I think you know perfectly well this was not the best way to say that. No matter if something someone said is "dumb" or not is best debated by those who can give civilized reasons as to why and how it could have been stated better. Therefore, random anonynous, I think your comment is far more lacking in intelligence and background than the other comments in this thread. Also, even on the internet it is a good idea to play nice- that is to say if someone has given any attempt to apologize (even for reasoning you find faulty) then you should also give an attempt to accept it.

    Sebaciel February 24, 2020 6:47 am
    Thank you for your apology, I accept it kindly. I get that period emotions can be super crazy, I am the type who is constantly pretty chill (even on my period) but I know plenty of people who do a 180. I read y... candytime7

    Thank you for your understanding. No you are not the main cause for my sadness. I have so much stuff going on in my life that it's just crazy and i took my anger out on a random stranger. I am sincerely sorry for my rudeness. And thank you for being such a kind person.

    Sasifras February 24, 2020 9:45 am

    This forum turned out really beautifully. I was expecting drama or for it to die from neglect. Everyone is being so mature, especially for the internet. Small faith in humanity restored. You guys are awesome.

    Sebaciel February 25, 2020 1:38 am
    This reply will be showed after approved! Anonynnous

    Thank you, and i apologize as well. Please do have a good day too!

    Deathscythe February 26, 2020 3:05 am

    Just passing by~~
    People in this thread are a rare breed nowadays. I nearly cried reading this. So seldom(like next to none) do I see people accepting their mistakes and apologizing so humbly to each other. You guys gave me good vibes to go on for days. Glad I read this thread.

Sebaciel February 18, 2020 1:11 am

Aww i wish this was a yaoi

    topapo February 18, 2020 9:40 am
    This reply will be showed after approved! peevacorn

    eh, she'll get there (I think). I mean, she went from money loving, overworked and free spirited girl who was lacking in ambition to a competent healer that works on the battlefront. Yes, her ability is a cheat - but otherwise it would take forever for an orphan healer of a temple to actually be noticed by the two leaders of the best military orders of the kingdom.

    I keep getting the little sister/kid vibe from MC as of now. Maybe as she goes on and actually uses her holy power to become a saint, we'll get more political drama and some badass character development for the heroine. That may take a long while though. What would be even better is if MC got a competent villain/villainess that helped with that development.

    MC and Cabel do have some level of chemistry though, even if it has nothing on the Kant x Elvin pair ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ .

Sebaciel February 14, 2020 3:04 pm

Where can i get the raws ?

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