Sebaciel January 30, 2020 8:56 am

Okay so as i'm reading this i'm currently at chapter 6. Anyway i chose a wrong time to read this because i was literally bawling my eyes out because i want love. Something is wrong with me... I gain romantic interests from animated characters. I was crying because i realised that i had fallen in love with David and sort of Daniel from Camp Camp. David is such a good guy. He's so happy go lucky and cheerful. "I only think about the good things in life" is what he says. He's so precious and sweet that i just fell in love with him. The Camp Camp intro is going through my head as i am typing this. This is the fourth time i have actually liked someone for their personality but my third for an animated character. Sure i may have crushes on anime guys because they're hot but i have never actually fallen in love with one. There's something wrong with me. I need help. I'm pretty sure the reason i fall in love with these characters is because deep down inside me i think that no one will ever love me because i'm ugly, or im too fat, or i'm too mean or something. I fall in love with these characters because all i want is love. I want someone other than my parents or my friends. I want someone that i can solely trust. Someone that will love me forever and has a good personality. I care about looks yes but i care more about personality. I just want someone to make me feel like i'm loved. I have an amazing mom who loves me to death i will admit, but i just want something... more.

    iselen January 30, 2020 11:12 am

    I think I understand you baby. I don't think it's sth bad to like animated characters, really. But sooner or later you will be more lonely than ever. Thirsty and desperate for love. Everyone wants to be loved, I assure you. As someone who feels similar to you, I will give you a piece of advice. Be patient. It's hard and often frustrating but don't rush things. If you meet someone you like, go for it. Respect yourself and your time, back off if you feel bad. Don't let your desires to swallow you. I know how shitty it feels when you have people around you but you still feel like the only one in the world, so fucking lonely all the time. So go to your friends, have fun and let it come. Take care of yourself, it will be okay <3

    Sebaciel January 30, 2020 11:38 am
    I think I understand you baby. I don't think it's sth bad to like animated characters, really. But sooner or later you will be more lonely than ever. Thirsty and desperate for love. Everyone wants to be loved, ... iselen

    Thank you so much. Im sorry i cant write out a longer thank you reply due to me crying but thank you.

    iselen January 30, 2020 12:24 pm
    Thank you so much. Im sorry i cant write out a longer thank you reply due to me crying but thank you. Sebaciel

    You are welcome! Feel free to write if you want to talk more (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Emmi January 30, 2020 3:42 pm

    Don't stress, from what you wrote it sounds like you are still young and have plenty of time left to find someone who will love you as much as you love them. Beauty is subjective and even if there are things about your appearance that you dislike, there will definitely be people out there who are into it. For example, I personally am really into chubby people with big noses. A lot of people see those things as flaws but I find them super adorable. Be confident honey, you'll be okay. And honestly as someone who has stayed in some shit relationships in the past for fear of being alone, being alone is really not so bad. The last year I have been single for the first time since I was 16 (now 27) and I'm happier than I've ever been.

    Sebaciel January 30, 2020 8:45 pm
    Don't stress, from what you wrote it sounds like you are still young and have plenty of time left to find someone who will love you as much as you love them. Beauty is subjective and even if there are things ab... Emmi

    Thank you. I try to be confident about myself but any time i am i always find a way to bring myself down again and i hate it. I dont want to die i just want to look descent

Sebaciel January 27, 2020 10:21 am

I wish this would update quickly

Sebaciel January 25, 2020 2:04 am

Is this a yaoi ? If not i was deceived

    steampunk128 January 26, 2020 1:45 am

    did you even read the tags or synopsis???

    Sebaciel January 26, 2020 10:40 am
    did you even read the tags or synopsis??? steampunk128

    No thats why i was asking. I dont even remember what it is so i dont care about it anymore.

    Melo_moew January 26, 2020 2:39 pm
    No thats why i was asking. I dont even remember what it is so i dont care about it anymore. Sebaciel

    its gender bender means a straight romance man and woman

    akera January 26, 2020 6:54 pm

    haha no it's not yaoi at all. This is a transmigration story with a gender bender and historical element

    exiledfujoshi January 27, 2020 10:52 am

    It's not yaoi, it's gender-bender. Girl acting like dude her whole life and suddenly taking up the role of a girl which is not like herself, cz she's a macho girl, totally cool fighting and cursing, so she's out of her element while acting like a sophisticated noble woman ヾ(☆▽☆)

    CRMSNVictory January 27, 2020 3:38 pm
    No thats why i was asking. I dont even remember what it is so i dont care about it anymore. Sebaciel

    Really?! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    Sebaciel January 27, 2020 9:58 pm
    Really?! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ CRMSNVictory

    Yes

Sebaciel January 24, 2020 10:10 am

This got me so mad and sad like i honestly wish they would never get together. The mc is miserable and his parents are fucking idiots like dont they know how poor they are ? Why the hell did the mom thing it was a good idea to get pregnant. Because of this the mc is miserable because he cant afford suppressants so he has to skip eating. Then he gets raped and tries to not think about it but his parents find out he has been marked and make the person that raped him stay at the house with him. Like really! This makes me so mad that i want to cryyyy!!!! I already am i feel so bad for the mc. I dont like thinking this but i wish he would have commit suicide. I only think that when i know the mc is truly miserable and he is! I have no problem with rape in yaoi but this just makes me so mad! Like does he have no human decency! He still rapes him even after he's screaming no and help me like you could have fucking stopped!!! I absolutely hate this yaoi it's not good at all!

Im sorry i ranted so long its because the story made me sad / mad that i wrote all this. I have no problem with rape in yaoi but this just frustrated me.

    He's my Bias January 27, 2020 4:34 pm

    Tbh like I totally agree and the only reason this manga can have fans is because the seme is hot. If the seme were ugly and a fat bastard literally everybody would hate him and swear him out but because the seme looks good people give him a pass

    Sebaciel January 27, 2020 9:57 pm
    Tbh like I totally agree and the only reason this manga can have fans is because the seme is hot. If the seme were ugly and a fat bastard literally everybody would hate him and swear him out but because the sem... He's my Bias

    Riight if the seme was a dork with an ugly face more people would be commenting saying how much they hate the yaoi because of everything bad in it. Buuut since he is hot they want to defend him and shit like bruuuh.

Sebaciel January 18, 2020 5:58 pm

Where can i read the raws ?

    Ray January 18, 2020 11:59 pm
    Sebaciel January 19, 2020 4:11 am
    Here: https://toonkor.lat/%ED%8E%98%EC%9D%B4%EB%93%9C(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Ray

    Thank youuuuuu!~

    Ray January 19, 2020 3:08 pm
    Thank youuuuuu!~ Sebaciel

    (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Ram January 19, 2020 3:32 pm
    Here: https://toonkor.lat/%ED%8E%98%EC%9D%B4%EB%93%9C(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Ray

    Thanks even though i cant read just gonna use my common sense here hahaha

Sebaciel January 18, 2020 8:12 am

Every single time i see the cover for Dark Heaven it rips my heart i dont know why but it shreds my heart into pieces and it makes me sad its a feeling i get like i feel my heart beating so much and so fast that it feels like its going to get ripped out of my chest because i feel so sad whenever i see the cover... I think the main reason it because this story hit me emotionally and i am very emotional so that must be why but it just makes my heart throb and i get sad. That must be all of the appreciation i have to the manga coming out of me. Im sorry that this is so long but thank you for reading this!

Sebaciel January 17, 2020 8:00 am

I finally find a good yaoi and it hasn't updated in like two years.

Sebaciel December 19, 2019 9:12 pm

I dont like rape in real life but this story is just amazing! I dont mind the rape scenes because its just fiction. Also if seme were ugly and there was still rape in the story id be fine with it. Its not based on looks its just based on the story. I dont mind rape in a _-/[("'FICTIONAL'")]-_ Story. But when it comes to _-/[("'REALITY'")]-_ I dont like it.

Sebaciel December 16, 2019 2:18 pm

I hope this updates soon

Sebaciel December 11, 2019 4:23 am

Is this yaoi or no ?

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