
felt when she said her arm hurts cause,, sometimes things just don't go as planned when you're domming :") ive messed up quite a few times when i was starting out, like when i made the terrible mistake of trying to spank my then sub with an elastic belt,,, yeah i ended up hitting myself more than their ass,,,, so like if u guys ever need to spank someone use a sturdy belt, don't be like me :""""" another mistake i made was attempting wax play, shit was a mess, i didn't have matches so i lit the candle on my stove and then ruined my bedsheets with the wax so yeah don't do waxplay in your bedroom unless the surfaces are protected id say

tbh a lot of it felt like pain porn. i skipped through the heaviest parts and lowkey cried a lot reading it but,,, some of it was just so unnecessary and it makes me wonder why the author put that in. there are more ways to tell a sad story than showing long graphic depictions of rape and such. anyways im glad he forgot that stuff and lowkey sad he wants those memories back bcs of doosik cause like i get both sides but i was so happy for him
okay but like i have some stuff to say cause HIS OWN DAD???? THAT'S ACTUALLY SO MUCH MORE FUCKED UP THAN WE THOUGHT AT FIRST LIKE IT WAS ALREADY HELL BUT HIS DAD???????????
anyways they're so fucking cute i wish there was more