
I've never sobbed this hard reading any yaoi content, ever! I can't stop crying... I can't be the only one questioning their feelings, and not knowing who to have sympathy for.. but I'll speak my honest truth. Aelock fcked up, and theres no justifying his mistake or decision, but he did not deserve that kind of suffering... for YEARS.. violated and raped almost every day, beaten half to death, used like a breeding machine and then tossed aside like trash.. I couldn't stop crying!!! I felt such deep sorrow and pain fir what he was being put through.. i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. SUCH CRUELTY... Klopp is a fcking monster!!
Aelock grew up with a father that traumatized him over some fcking tears! for having and showing emotions! so much that he physically became incapable of doing so. He was like a robot that even the very end he didn't fully understand the situation he was in and remained delusioned by his love for klopp... There's literally so much to unpack here but I'm too sad to write any more right now..... him and Rafiel were both victims! klopp is the fcking monster!
fuck I literally can't stop crying.. I shouldn't have read this at 3am I can't sleep

You should read the rest of the novel. Season 2 or volume 2 is not as heavy or tragic as season 1. As you read the other novels, you’ll get the answer to what the major factors that caused the tragedy of book 1 and its heartbreaking.
You’ll enjoy the next parts it’s reading written so well, check the novel at Knoxt or novelupdates it’s free. The next arc is about healing.

if you could tell me which chapters to re-read, even better. this story has been taking so many turns I've lost track of what's going on

Theon gets first introduced in chapter 11 where Yohan bumps into him on the street. He was friends with Yohan from the clean up crew. Theon was interested in Victor (we didn’t know why yet) and he has a threesome with him and Yohan a chapter or two later. Later we find out that Theon thinks Victor is the one that killed his father and he’s planning to take revenge by killing him. Theon locks Victor up in a room and beats him up and then Yohan finds them and saves Victor. Yohan tells Theon that Victor wasn’t the one that directly killed his dad and tells Theon where he can find his father’s dead body. This is just a brief summary, hope it helps.

he's such a selfish prick!! he's literally acting like this only now, after a "rival" appeared. He's just jealous of the other dude.. there's nothing genuine or sincere about his behavior and actions. and what's up with the mc suddenly lacking brain cells?? he lost his spine and self-respect at the same time... acting all cringey about that asshole doing the absolute bare minimum

BRO!!! stop being so suffocating! just use your damn words and tell him you don't want him to leave?? tell him what his brother said and express your fears and insecurities! what do you even have to lose at this point?!?
also idk why some of you are holding Cain's past life against him... so what if he was a dog/wolf??? he's a person in this life!! their relationship may have started off due to the loyalty and affection of the past, but to me it's clear that now he loves Jooin for his present self. And as the HUMAN that he is now, he's very much the better choice. Thar being said, while I want Jooin to choose Cain so that I can see Cain get the happy ending he deserves.. I'm also sick of seeing him get hurt by Jooin and want this to end. Jooin is lowkey toxic and majorly self-sabotaging. He's hurting himself, and Cain in the process!

what the fck did I just read?? dude is a chronic stalker?!??! I'd actually be worried about my safety with someone like that around, but to bring him under your own fcking roof?!? that's a different level of stupid not to mention he's utterly useless, actually stinky, and has nothing to contribute.. but he has the audacity to gaslight and make him feel guilty??? ..... reading this made me dizzy fr
I already knew, but glad there's a massive trigger warning next to the title. Today I choose to protect my peace and mental well being. Someone summarize it for me later please.. I'll come back when it's over
It's your usual "village is going through bad harvest so time to make sacrifices!"
Except it's just a bunch of villagers Xxxing girls in the name of "bearing the misfortune of the village" (delusional, perverted, evil bastards)
They ran out of girls to "sacrifice" and so turned towards Uke.
Unfortunately.
Here's to hoping they get their dues in the next chapter. (◔‿◔)