
all the good build up to this moment... and he just had to go and fuck it all up. Once an aggressor always an aggressor I guess. We finally get a confession.. but immediately followed by assault Just because you're saying "I love you" doesn't make this any different from what you've done in the past, wtf. Poor Mohkwa didn't even have time to process wtf was going on and he just shoves his dick in??? no prep and no consent given.... I'm actually going to hate if he just gets away with this. He's just taking advantage of Mohkwa's lack of experience and awareness. He's still in shock.. and now in pain too! my heart actually hurts for Mohkwa I don't even want a happy ending anymore! fuck this guy!

I had to read ahead and finish the next chapter because I'm honestly so outraged!!!! I cannot believe how the r@pe was just brushed off as if it was nothing... I hate that the pain Mohkwa should have been feeling as a result is being diminished simply because of his background and how he's used to physical pain. I hate seeing how giddy and happy Nakwon is the next day, with no remorse or guilt whatsoever. I hate it even more that Mohkwa doesn't have any actual awareness of what was done to him... what was the point of all the fluff and "self-reflection" if he was gonna end up r@ping him again anways??? how do you confess "I love you" and SA someone in the same breath??

I love that being a bottom is his choice/preference. I love that he enjoys sex and fully owns his bodily pleasures. I love that he isn't a stereotyped damsel in distress! I love how straightforward, yet classy he is! and did I mention how gorgeous he is?? because I love that despite being in a higher position, he doesn't belittle seme nor is he toxic or abusive towards him. in most other stories the one with money and power is a complete and utter asshole, so I love that that's not the case here... I'm even willing to overlook that weapon size of a dick lol

what an absolute doormat! characters like him with zero dignity or self-respect are so fcking annoying! and seme is pure scum! using the uke like a servant, dicking whoever he wants, and yet has the audacity to get mad at the uke for wanting to date?? the double standards in Yaois like this are so annoying. the seme gets to date around and do whatever the fck he wants but the uke is supposed to stay a virgin until you decide to be the one he should sleep with? it's even more annoying to see mc get mad at his friend who's telling nothing but facts! he's the only one I actually like.. but watch them ruin his character, just so seme can score some brownie points

you know, what shinjae did is honestly not nearly half as bad as what most semes do in other stories... I'm not saying I condone his actions, but the choice of writing is certainly surprising. actual toxic semes get away with literal r@pe and abuse with absolutely no consequence, but this guy has been apologizing for WEEKS and uke still hasn't forgiven him?? I need this energy in other stories lol
that gave me a good laugh hahahah
for some reason I don't rly like Yeol.. idk what it is about him