ugh these two are actually so wholesome!! I'm gonna cry if there's gonna be a misunderstanding but I know we can't stop it
Kimura is a fcking criminal and sex offender! there's legit no reason for Nishi to be that in love with him, he has zero redeeming qualities.. just awful! "I always failed to do you right" yah no shit sherlock.. he was to forced to have sex whenever and wherever, now he can't even seem to enjoy normal sex. that's just fcking sad! because that was his first sexual experience, that's how sex will always be for him unless he makes an effort to rewire himself or just simply find a different lover who'll not be a shithead like Kimura.
the Cornell is gonna find out Maximilian is little pearl but won't tell Gin..... and he'll find out when it's too late, since if the spoilers are right the prince dies at the end. I'm sure dude is gonna be miserable for the rest of his life
So he has a chance he gonna die....welp this will be a rough ride
spoiler warning please
I'm not sure I'd trust any "feelings" that may be developed in the process, when every action, every gesture and every word is an act of manipulation..
"my relationship with shin yoo-il.." what relationship do ya'll have exactly?? mc is such a loser tbh, so naive and stupid.
the fact that he never had any prejudices his whole life, and for once didn't turn out to be gay too and crush on Jace lol .. he was raised well! I love him so much (づ￣ ³￣)づ
why do they have my guy acting like an omega in heat author really trying hard.. lol and why the hell didn't he report his symptoms to the coach at least?? he's a grown man and a physical therapist, he should know better. spiking an international athlete's drink has consequences wtf! the fact that they were careless and accepted it in the first place was already weird to me.... and nobody catches a fcking cold within a few hours, symptoms usually build up slowly over days this chapter was pretty cliche and cringe ngl
Maybe he didn't want to stress anyone. Dan was probably like, “There's a big match tomorrow, I can't be worrying anyone with my problems” and maybe Dan was slow to know it was an aphrodisiac? He reacted fast so maybe he thought it was just stress? I don't know but I can't wait for the next chap!
and why has it not ended yet??? bro got a terrible case of Stockholm Syndrome that's for sure. he's not right in the head, literally and figuratively speaking. plot has been so repetitive too... and if I remember correctly, Taeseung was absolutely awful before mc got amnesia, so this redemption or whatever it's supposed to be isn't really working for me. The amount of physical damage done to mc in this story is just bewildering..
Sooyoung gets beat up more than the gang members tbh. Taesung was beyond controlling and abusive but I thought there would be a point where he did something so miraculous that it redeemed him. Now I just want a happy ending
yep he said it himself. in actuality, he is not! and I don't mean that because of school and his job etc. I don't think he's mentally or emotionally in the best place to be dating right now. I still dislike the fact that he was forced to bottom despite saying no multiple times and showing visible signs of discomfort. He ended up giving in because he felt like he had no other choice, and that if he had said no Tae-seok wouldn't like him anymore or something. The sex has been uncomfortable for me to read personally.. "No one's touched you here before?" "this hasn't been used?" like, dude is obsessed with wanting to stick it in him it's kine of creepy. I'm not convinced whatever feelings he has are genuine..... and now we have this assistant bitch to worry about. Apparently ml just lets him flirt with him or whatever which is also super shitty!
I just want Dojun to be happy!
I'll "Bottom just for you" is the twisted cousin to the "gay for you" trope. Its very weird to read, but unfortunately not unusual. The picxa delivery man and the golden palace does something similar but its more subtle. Wish they would just write vers characters in this situation. Or they don't have sex until their both on the same page about it.
thank you! someone who gets it! and the way Dojun gaslights himself with "he's never been with a guy" before.. like, okay and?? nobody forced him to be in this relationship. HE is the one that pursued not the other way around. the sheer horror on his face when he thought about being the bottom for a second... and Dojin having to immediately pass it off as a joke
Small nuances like this yanks me back to reality that even though bl has progressed so much in terms of storyline and couple dynamics, there’s still room for a lot more improvement.
Lacking nuance is a good way to describe most BL. Some fantasy or suspense of disbelief is fine but these authors are up in space with a lot of these plots. And they need to be a little more realistic/conscious of what they're doing. It doesn't help that most authors are cis het women in concervative countries in the east. I imagine their sources of Queerness to be porn, or other BL/novels with very little real life input to their characterisations.
I'm tired of everything starting with r@pe or some other form of SA, so this is super refreshing. the plot is so interesting and actually scary!! I love how ML is so committed to helping a stranger with his ghost problems lol talk about a green flag! this shit looks so serious tho, they need to call a shaman or something ASAP!
MC is actually wrong as fuck for not telling his boyfriend about the blackmailing, especially because they shared finances too. I'd be hella pissed too if it were me! he 100% should have been honest.
Omg. Me too. I was sharing this on the Tap*s comment section and I'm not excusing the dead bf of not being abusive but why did he have to hide it?!! Esp. Knowing his bf coulda beaten King's ass instead of HeeSoo's having to pay him blackmail money!!! And live in fear!!!
absolutely nauseating! what the fck is his problem? what does he actually want from mc?? he r@ped him like it was second nature to him.... I know it's too much to hope for, but would it kill the authors to write a good revenge story for once?? can we get an MC that actually triumphs at the end without falling in love with their r@pist and abuser?
it's actually so frustrating that he appeared confident and strong for 5 seconds, but author immediately destroyed his character, and he's now being humiliated only to serve as a toy for that sick bastard seme.
Louder!! Couldn't agree more. This is just so disappointing and frustrating really
Hahaha. Only for five seconds.
That's sad...
Tbh I hate ml , but I absolutely abhor mc . I hate these type of pretentious chaps. Who're all bark no bite.
Now he'll just suck it up.
I absolutely fcking hate his type!!! what pisses me off even more is that there's never any consequence for how they treat the uke, and they always get their happy ending at the end anyways. like, this man deserves to have his dick chopped off
Chop chop
Chop chop. And burned in the fire of his own cigar