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I've already read the raws but I still can't stop raging lol is it too much to ask for a character that isn't so spineless for once?? how did he even manage to become a police officer when he's so easy to manipulate?? He's already lost by accepting this stupid bet in the first place. You were threatened into having sex and got fooled and used liked a pawn. He was "killed" in front of you so you mourned and grieved his death... then suddenly he shows up in front of you alive, without so much as a single apology??? no remorse, no guilt, nothing. Instead he has the audacity to mock you for being the brainless idiot that you are. I wouldn't want to breathe the same air or see his fucking face ever again let alone play petty little games with an asshole who acts like a fuckboy high schooler! bro is too easy and too weak-willed it's fucking annoying!

the fact that ML is in therapy in the beginning of the story is very telling, and now we know why. Also I'm really glad that for once therapy actually exists in a yaoi story because..boy do they both need it!!! I hope S2 gives us the professor's backstory because I'm dying to know what he's been through.. there's always some deeply rooted issue/trauma with people like him. I also feel like he speaks and acts the opposite of what he actually feels, which is so concerning and dangerous.. he exhibits self-destructive behavior. He was raped without giving a signal, and you could clearly tell he was actually scared in the bathroom... but it appears he lies and says he liked it. so I'm really curious about his past tbh, and why he desires to be "ruined"... I have to say tho, that this is quite well written overall.

This premise is so overused.. drunken one night stand, won't remember anything the next day, yada yada yada. It'd be nice for a change to see the ML do the right thing. Having sex with someone who's that intoxicated is wrong no matter how they act or what they say - not in the right state of mind to give consent. It's his responsibility as the sober party to make sure nothing happens.

that would absolutely be the worst fcking outcome. this r@pist belongs in the deepest depths of hell! literally the worst reason to want "revenge". Being straight is not a crime! you realize you dont have a chance with the guy so you hold a grudge?? uke wasn't even an asshole or an awful guy or anything. "didn't your parents teach you not to rummage through other people's stuff" he says... didn't YOUR parents teach you not to r@pe and threaten people???

it's just been 10 chapters of porn.... and here I thought the setting was good and plot had potential.

having read the spoilers, I wish nothing but the worst for the seme. I hope we get a different ending for once, and see seme miserable for the rest of his life.

wtf is wrong with his brother?? I'm sure he has issues too but, wasn't he an adult at the time? that's practically child abuse. I can't imagine living in that environment and being exposed to the brother's sexual inclinations at such a young age.. it would stress anybody out without an outlet or someone to go to.

I was getting impatient and wanted to know what happens so I read the raws. Jaehyuk is still in major denial and the back and forth shit continues.
He basically gets jealous when his female friend says Garam is cute. Back in their room, they get into another argument about it and Garam is basically like, why do you even care we're just sex partners etc. Jaehyuk is annoyed that Garam sees him as nothing but a "sex toy" or a dildo lol so he SAs him in his sleep

Garam wakes up half way through with his clothes off and his arms tied up. Jaehyuk is rubbing his dick with the massager... Garam keeps asking him to stop, and then they end up having sex. Jaehyuk sees his crying face and goes for a kiss.. Garam keeps resisting, asking why he's doing things that's unlike him, but Jaehyuk ends up forcing his mouth open and kisses him. Afterwards he's grabbing Garam to take him to the bath and clean him up.. Garam keeps asking him why do you even care? "do you like me"? Jaehyuk gets triggered and throws him on the floor (Garam gets bruised). Jaehyuk starts yelling at him and strongly denies having feelings for him. Garam then says, "it's a relief that you don't like me" and goes into the shower.

The next day he's all upset so his friends asks if he's having love problems.. he ends up explaining things to them (without telling them who it is) and one of his friends says, "what if one of them falls in love?" and his immediate thought is that Garam must be in love with him lmao the possibility of him being the one catching feelings doesn't even cross his mind.

Garam is sure at this point that Jaehyuk likes him. So he tells Jaehyuk he wants to stop being sex friends. Jaehyuk starts raging and goes, why? why so suddenly? are you not satisfied? etc etc. then storms out of the room yelling at him saying, "don't come back again begging me to fuck you, you faggot"!

After ending things with Jaehyuk, he gets jealous of seeing him with girls and has a lot of back and forth internal monologue going on lol Jaehyuk tries to have sex with a few girls but can't get it up lol then tells Garam that he should take responsibility for making him gay and fix him. "I became like this because of you". Garam then thinks to himself that he has such regrets but doesn't even realize his own feelings. "he can't even imagine that a man could like another man"... this part made me really sad ngl. Jaehyuk then starts chasing him around everywhere thinking, "I'm gonna make him beg me to fuck him again". Garam gets tired of him following him around, so he says, "okay do you want to fuck one more so badly? fine. Let's' do it one more time, but after that I want you to stop chasing after me".

Garam says he wants to hurry up and get it over with which annoys Jaehyuk even more. They have rough sex. Right after Jaehyuk comes, Garam gets up to leave. Jaehyuk pulls him back to bed to have sex again saying I'm not gonna let you quit like this. He sees a bruise on his back and asks why he didn't tell him. Garam says it's not a big deal and half of it is his fault anyways for throwing him on the floor, and goes into the shower. Jaehyuk has a whole mental breakdown and goes looking for the ointment he'd bought him, only to find it unopened in the trashcan.. and basically realizes that Garam really wants to end things, and I think finally starts to realize that maybe he has feelings for him...

side note, Garam has past trauma that's why he doesn't want to have anything serious with anyone, despite the fact that he's also developing feelings for Jaehyuk. The guy he was with in high school accused him of assaulting him when people found out, and said it was Garam that came onto him etc. So he swore he'd never like anyone ever again.

I'm lowkey starting to pity Jaehyuk just a tiny bit lol but based on his past behavior I'm also enjoying it hahahah

it's like writers can't develop a plot anymore without r@pe right off the bat...

you couldn't have explained that to him the first time??? how convenient for you to get a second chance. but why get back together again if you can't give him what he wants?? if you want a fuck buddy and not ready for a committed relationship then go find someone else. I can't stand this guy! ML is pissing me off too for being so spineless