I want to bleach my eyes right now! not only is all the childhood SA utterly disgusting.. but also wtf is up with the art? the explicit depiction was unnecessary imo. And wtf is this Tokiyo guy doing even?? in the midst of the continuous SA he was taking his chance to make room for himself in Azam's life?!?? I'm sorry but he kept pissing me off. He's a weak ass useless character and didn't even deserve to be with Azam. His hair is goofy looking as hell too!
Azam lived his entire life with not only the trauma of the SA but also Tokiyo leaving him. . this dude conveniently forgot about everything and carried on with his life... regains his memory for like 2 days and starts acting up?? Azam had to live with those memories his entire life but you can't handle it for 2 days?? the audacity! and what position are you even in to talk big about "protecting" Azam now?? you're a bellhop my guy this whole plot and character writing is pretty terrible, no offense.
Agree on the graphic depiction... it should of stayed more as just the storyline, and sorta agree with the bit about Tokiyo but he's also a child and no matter what it had to of been traumatizing to him as well and that's why he forgot and let's say he knew the parents know and there is nothing he can do so he just stayed close
is Mr. Han forgiving him just like that?! cuz that'd be frustrating. I wanted him to act like he'd moved on for a while longer cuz.. Jeongro had no business straight up ghosting him like that. While I completely understand his insecurities, his actions were totally disrespectful and inconsiderate towards Mr. Han's feelings imo. A relationship is a two way street. You don't just one-sidedly get to decide when to hit pause and when to hit resume whenever things get tough. If he was THAT insecure and felt unworthy of Mr Han, then he shouldn't have started anything with him in the first place. Something as simple as "I need some time to myself" would have sufficed. to mention he didn't even apologized properly.. the "I missed you" doesn't cut it for me, sorry!
this was all cute and shit until he pulled out the toys. It's good that they're having a conversation and figuring out how they can both feel good and satisfied, and seme agreed to bottoming so that was nice to see. But home boy can't just whoop out toys to use on him without his consent.. I get the comedic relief, just felt like it had to be pointed out.
In their scenario it makes the most sense to just be a switch and rotate, that way both their wishes are respected and needs are met. I hope it doesn't turn into another forced-bottoming trope.











90% of the time the seme is the trashy one so I'm gonna assume black haired asshole will be seme Heewoong is truly a precious character and I'll be pissed if he gets hurt! he really should have taken that noona's warning seriously. someone as good and pure as him, who's so open and honest about their feelings, doesn't deserve to be toyed with. I already hate that black haired bitch!