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Odd place to rant, but it’s not tied to anything so to me it’s perfect. I’ve been having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I’ll never have someone to like, or date, or even have interest in me (atleast as a teen, but I’m seeing most likely my entire life). Mostly due to the fact I am Transmasc. I have had people say they�......
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Cant seem to really find any that stick out to me, and I’m new to the genre and honestly “complete” is just a suggestion but I’d prefer if it was.

For reference, One I enjoyed was steel under silk, (though it’s not perfect in my eyes). I also enjoy when the “uke” isn’t a bumbling idiot, and has their wits about them. love when they are a bit built or just not “child” looking. I’m willing to take a peek at pretty much anything, but super sweet fluff isn’t preferable.

Anyways if you decide to help me I’m eternally grateful! Thanks.

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when the uke literally gets filled and 
can see the tops dick poking thru their belly.  
or top presses down on the belly while his cock
is inside 
there might also be scenes when the uke says “too full/deep”

* holy trinity= all three in one chapter 
belly bulge+belly press+ too full/deep

yo those belly presses are probably my favorite
especially when the top starts saying stuff like 
“can you feel me inside you” AHHHH BYE

 recommend plz  ♡

09 07,2025
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My siblings r worth a Big Mac

BUT these r the BEST BLs and ones with lots of potential. List has a bit of everything - HIDDEN GEMS, fluff, drama, action, horror, psychological and is always updating with some moved to 2nd top tier bl list.

Wont include 2 with the same couple. Not a fan of pwp, romantisized rape, dubcon, blackmail, infedelity, pedophilia, incest, etc. 

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YOU'D MAKE ME RLLY HAPPY BY RECOMMENDING THIS LIST :))

15 04,2025
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For some reason I cannot find it even though I remember it being fairly common to find LOL.

It’s about like two boys out in the mountains, one of them dies our in the mountains and a monster takes its form and sticks to our mc, then he finds out he ain’t his friend and things turn weird, it was a BL and it had mad crazy good art and creepy atmosphere.

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It was about a brother and sister traveling across a plagued or diseased land, at a certain point a homeless speechless man follows them until I think the boy kills him. Then they come across a bus full of people and they slowly die one by one due to the disease. Then they leave the bus and are captured by this one guy with military I think, and then the boy works for him while keeping the sister safe. Then they escape there, some other stuff happens and the whole point is to reach the other side of the world, in a forest they get shot at and the sister dies, the sister was shot by another brother and sister who I think get shot by the brother. Then the boy grows old and dies by the sea.

Any help is appreciated I remember it being fascinating and incredibly good

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Not looking for anything romance unless a side plot. Also bonus points if it ends happily, but also fine if it just stays shitty. BONUS BONUS POINTS IF SCHOOL SETTING,! Just sad and looking to cry my little heart out.

Some examples might be like: No Home, Oyasami Punpun, Bastard, Fire Punch, ETC