
dang even without helena's backstory, i still felt bad for her. tho i kinda got annoyed that she was always smiling, i saw myself in her. i feel bad whenever i cause trouble for others so i try my best not to be a bother. whenever something upsets me, i immediately smile as a coping mechanism to not cry.
I think the reason why i hate mc who are always crying is because they remind me of myself, and i hate that side of me. so weak and coward.

do y'all know some mangas with a similar toxic/twisted relationship. like they don't have a simple background so they don't act "normal". It's pretty interesting to see how fucked up people act

I know this don’t quite the recommendation you’re looking for, but I definitely recommend the author’s other manga ‘Haru No Noroi’ where a girl gets tangled up with the man her sister (that died) was arranged to marry. The characters do have a rather simple background, but the situation is portrayed as somewhat toxic and each character has their own darker traits that come to light (obsessiveness, cheating, etc)

how does that work? i blanked out when reading the s** scenes since all i was thinking was "how does an alpha female impregnate other females or omegas". deadass how does this au work

There was a yuri ov awhile back that explained how it would work
When a female alpha is in heat or h*rny her cl*t grows to a point where it looks like a pepe and it basically 'acts' like a pepe as well meaning it can shoot semen and impregnated,and afterwards it just goes back to looking like a normal va*ina

as much as i ship them, i think them being besties is much better. it's more realistic for me and it kinda helps me to not always romanticize two dudes. i realized how toxic and weird it is. even if it's only fictional, it still influences the way i think about male friendships in real life.
also, their dead faces sENDS ME—
this rlly screams 2017 wattpad i love it
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