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To see Mido/Eugene suffer from guilt.

I want Yihyun to ask Yejun if he loves the alpha and for Yejun to straight up say, "No, I don't." And Yihyun to ask why he's marrying him then and for Yejun to reply, "I don't have a choice". But I have a feeling that that would just lead to another rape from Ian, because he would be upset.

I think its super funny how all the Korean webtoon artists and authors are doing renditions of Taemin's "Guilty" and running with it. Sexy and funny.

.....He's just gonna go up to Garam and scream that he likes him at the top of lungs? All random. Lol

I wonder why he's doing this. I mean, both of them. Why run away? Why go after him? I think the seme is in the same predicament as the uke, but with a different goal. Maybe he knows something about the game the uke doesn't....or maybe he's just obsessed. Curious to find out. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Its really interesting to see the officials alongside my translations. The interpretation isn't far off, so that's a nice boost to my ego. Lol. I wonder which everyone prefers. Obviously my cleaning isn't on par with professionals but I'm gonna get help the next few chapters, but nowadays I've preferred fan translations because they've gotten so much better than officials. Not sure I'm looped in with that, but scan trams like bloomingdale and jujucat are great.

But I really like the Brother's character. Not him as a person, to be clear, but as a character he's very interesting objectively. I enjoy his scenes, because he's not so typical.

This has me dying of laughter every chapter!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

Akamine and Utsumi are two men linked by a dark past only Utsumi remembers: Akamine raping him six ...

Thought that Eunsong would be the bottom. Surprised Hyunwoo is. I wonder if they'll switch...Anyway. this is pretty damn dark. It's interesting that Eunsong popped into a parallel universe where he was the one who died, but it makes me wonder if him killing Hyunwoo actually happened and he did transmigrate, or if him killing Hyunwoo was all in his head due to the trauma of his own death and he just popped back into existence next to his corpse. Sort of like the Presitge.

The artwork makes her seem really dirty. Maybe it's the overall tone of the coloring, but I just can't help but feel like she needs to constantly shower...and get a decent wardrobe. She dresses like lazy trailer trash. I just want her to wear a proper shirt and a damn bra

I don't know any guy who wouldn't be happy waking up with their bf/gf blowing or on top of them if they have a good relationship. Some people may not like that if it's not clearly spoken of beforehand, but it's a general unspoken okay for partners to do this to one another if they're on good terms. I've certainly told my hubby he can whenever and if he wasn't such a damn light sleeper, I'd be able to sneak attack him, but I can't get away with it because he wakes up the minute I grope him. Lol. Seriously, though, I have asked all of my friends (all of which are male and vary in orientation) and absolutely none of them have issue with their bf/gf doing this to them. Completely different story if there's no relationship or attraction, though.

I live for it

Content: Choi Ki Ho's second son, Ho Yoon went to sell himself to a strange man with many ...

About halfway through catching up, I realized that the artwork is by the same artist for Broken Boy. Loved that series and still hoping for sides from it. This one is really intriguing as well. I wish, unwavering, that Doc Doh was less feminine in his movements and the way he carries himself. I mean, he's supposed to be originally straight, so his overtly gay aura bugs me, but I really like this so far. Can't wait for the next update.

Glad their wedding was a happy one.

Anyone else see the panel in chpt 9 that was so poorly rendered that they cut off Taesun's legs? Jesus. Pay attention...
I dunno though. The art is kinda crappy, the continuity is terrible, there's no character development or depth at all, and the overall way of writing is extremely clumsy, so the vibe shifts too much. I don't know why I'm still reading this..

So~ there's a lot of speculation as to why Clough went back to hating Aeroc when he seemed to regret his actions when Aeroc died. I just want to point out two things:
1) Clough never loved Aeroc. He was drawn to him, attracted to him and obsessed with him, but never took the time to allow it to develop into love. Hence why he couldn't even lie and tell Aeroc he loved him while dying.
2) He projected all of that obsession and attraction onto Raphiel, so when Raphiel was killed, he broke and went more than a little insane. Most people cannot reconcile that someone they could have any feelings for (platonic or romantic) could do something as heinous as murder someone else, so when Aeeoc did what he did, it pushed Raphiel onto this untouchable platform in Clough's mind and heart and forever painted Aeroc as the devil incarnate. But when his own actions brought about Aeroc's death, he realized he made a grave mistake, but it was too late. The overwhelming guilt for being unable to protect Raphiel and then destroying Aeroc even while he professes his love to him utterly broke Clough. He hung on to his sanity for his children's sake, and for atonement purposes, but by the time Raphirl Vandyke (the son) has this outburst, he's lost more and more of his sanity. He was barely holding on and he needed to deflect the blame onto someone. That someone is Aeroc because Raphiel Westport is still too pure in his mind. He was the innocent here in all this. Although Clough felt justified in the beginning for what he did to Aeroc, I'm dead positive he didn't feel that way more than halfway through the years he kept Aeroc. This would have eaten away at him because he would feel guilty towards Raphiel Westport for forgiving the man who set up his murder. Even worse if he came to love him. So the cycle of rejection to anger, to almost-acceptance, back to anger and the rejection would continue. He literally went insane from it. . And we see that in this chapter because he just cannot cope with his feelings for Aeroc when Aeroc did what he did to someone so innocent.
Hope this helps.

I wonder if Yejun is going to reject the bond. As much as it sucks, I hope he gets to the point where he just shuts down and starts to reject Ian on a basic level. It would be interesting to see.

Translators are constantly using the wrong form of "wracking". It's "wracking my/your brain", not "racking". One is physical the other mental...its driving me nuts and I've seen it many times already in other Mangas. No one is proofing the officials anymore. （/TДT)/