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So~ there's a lot of speculation as to why Clough went back to hating Aeroc when he seemed to regret his actions when Aeroc died. I just want to point out two things:
1) Clough never loved Aeroc. He was drawn to him, attracted to him and obsessed with him, but never took the time to allow it to develop into love. Hence why he couldn't even lie and tell Aeroc he loved him while dying.
2) He projected all of that obsession and attraction onto Raphiel, so when Raphiel was killed, he broke and went more than a little insane. Most people cannot reconcile that someone they could have any feelings for (platonic or romantic) could do something as heinous as murder someone else, so when Aeeoc did what he did, it pushed Raphiel onto this untouchable platform in Clough's mind and heart and forever painted Aeroc as the devil incarnate. But when his own actions brought about Aeroc's death, he realized he made a grave mistake, but it was too late. The overwhelming guilt for being unable to protect Raphiel and then destroying Aeroc even while he professes his love to him utterly broke Clough. He hung on to his sanity for his children's sake, and for atonement purposes, but by the time Raphirl Vandyke (the son) has this outburst, he's lost more and more of his sanity. He was barely holding on and he needed to deflect the blame onto someone. That someone is Aeroc because Raphiel Westport is still too pure in his mind. He was the innocent here in all this. Although Clough felt justified in the beginning for what he did to Aeroc, I'm dead positive he didn't feel that way more than halfway through the years he kept Aeroc. This would have eaten away at him because he would feel guilty towards Raphiel Westport for forgiving the man who set up his murder. Even worse if he came to love him. So the cycle of rejection to anger, to almost-acceptance, back to anger and the rejection would continue. He literally went insane from it. . And we see that in this chapter because he just cannot cope with his feelings for Aeroc when Aeroc did what he did to someone so innocent.
Hope this helps.

I wonder if Yejun is going to reject the bond. As much as it sucks, I hope he gets to the point where he just shuts down and starts to reject Ian on a basic level. It would be interesting to see.

Translators are constantly using the wrong form of "wracking". It's "wracking my/your brain", not "racking". One is physical the other mental...its driving me nuts and I've seen it many times already in other Mangas. No one is proofing the officials anymore. （/TДT)/

Years apart does the trick. You can cone back with a solid foundation, knowing what you will and won't compromise with. A lot of people may not understand that because it either hasn't happened to you, or you're unforgiving by nature. But it works for some. Worked for me. I'll be celebrating my 10 year this coming month. Know him for 13, had a year break because we couldn't give each other what we needed and all that was left was hurt for a bit. Change on our own was necessary, until we could get to the point where we could confidently change together.

A red wedding.

The artwork is kind of shit, but the story is interesting enough.

What was with the translations on this chapter? I know this is the official, but I swear, official translations seemed to be getting worse and worse. It was so stilted and was almost as if someone had used Google translate the whole way without paying attention to flow or context.

Thank you for the better translations! I'm still wondering how he ended up pregnant. I mean, he said he's a surrogate, but they really didn't go into detail and say if he it was artificial insemination or if they had a round of sex while he was a host. Considering he said they haven't sletp together, im guessing it's the former. But! I wonder why Beom decided to go that route or that he needed/wanted a child....Anyway! They're super adorbs.

So cute and funny. A great reprieve from all the emotional angst-y psychological webtoons out there.

Omg, he's trying so hard to appeal to his tastes and it's going to backfire so bad. I can't wait. Lol

Precum is the leading cause for pregnancy. She's gonna get pregnant with all the cum he was leaking out. Damn...

FROM BEEHIVE SCANS:Rookie actor Seo Yeon-Oh lives a pathetic life as a no-namer; paying his dad'...

I was hoping the update would be a side story with the boss and the secretary, but I guess not.
I was also hoping they would be better translations but it looks like it's just a re-upload of WD's, which are good, but not that great. Bummed.

The dialogue was cringe this chapter. Blech. I'm glad they're back together but I'm kind of over it all at this point. Dunno if it was the long hiatus or the art style, or even the general obvious plot progression, but I might drop this.... (⊙…⊙ )

Ot looking forward to his haircut. I hate it and its coming and it looks bad. Lol. His eyelashes have grown too. Kind of looks weird. But! Still love this story. Can't wait for the num num scenes!!

Was she in love with the mother and is now in love with the prince because they look similar? Or is it something more insidious. Like she actually wants his face....like to possess his body or visage or something? So strange. I honestly don't know her motives now.

I mean, I hate women rubbing themselves on guys faces as it is, but squirting on top of it? That shit is nasty. It's pee and other shit that can literally burn you. And she got it on his face! What a disgusting woman.

The fact that he figured it out while his pants were halfway up is hilarious.

So now we'll have a time lapse of a few years, I'm sure and Jooin will cross paths with one or both of them again and we'll be left with an open ending. Typical.

Hahahahaha. I'm dying. You mean "let's get down to business". Lol. Sometimes translations make me lose it when they're just slightly off.