
Dont think the reason the knife given to her was to kill herself .

I think all the poison and whatever shit was a mean to drive her out of the emperor’s eyes. So they made that up with the intention of idk, fake her death or something, then she could go live quietly somewhere.
My speculation is : they made up a scheme for her good, but since there are a lot of misunderstanding between them, she didn’t get it
That is so cute