I really feel bad for everyone in this, it's really heartbreaking but it's reality for most. I feel bad that chisoo can't leave the organization but he was also right that his sins were heavier. I feel bad for rowa for clinging to the smallest kindness he was shown but I'm glad that the same kindess gave him hope. I feel bad for jungkwon and the way most people treated him but I also feel sad on how he treated rowa. I feel bad for kangjin the way he waited and try to fill his heart for 9 years just to break his heart the moment he loved again,though I'm glad he started to love himself in the end. I hope that everyone wjo read this that are going through the same thing can find happiness even those who don't
THE MC IS REALLY IN DENIAL FOR FUCK SAKE. CAN'T HE JUST ADMIT THAT HIS REAL PURPOSE IS THAT HE LIKES THE ML AND DOESN'T REALLY WANT REVENGE. HE KNEW DAMN WELL THAT PHILIP IS NOT THE ONE BEHIND THOSE SCHEMES, HE REALLY NEEDS TO GIVE UP HIS GUILT BECAUSE HIS NOT GOING TO GET ANYTHING FROM IT
that wouldnt make any sense lmao why would he want to take revenge from the start if he just went after him because he liked him. its just his romantic feelings for the ML that grew stronger than the guilt for Jennies death.
besides he already told him in a previous chapter and we even saw inseob thinking that its not the only reason.
He really said that jennie is on point that he likes Philip. It's just his guilt about jennie's death that push him to have revenge but he really didn't want to. What I'm pointing out is that his clinging on to that guilt but he also just in denial about liking him because he doesn't want to disappoint jennie which I really find pointless because he knew for a fact that philip is not the one behind what happened.











Shits was so random but funny as hell