
They really gave us everything and said HERE DAMN

it truly was such a long chapter!!!
mannn sejin’s monologue was killing meeee and the fact that he already looked so dead too :(((
i’ve been rereading bits from the beginning and omfggg the things you catch from ido, like the things he has done differently in the 2nd life compared to the 1st is mind blowing. i absolutely looove it!!
he definitely changed his ways a LOTT but damn he really made life hell for sejin in that 1st life..
not sure any amount of groveling could make up for what he did

Oh most definitely I think a lot of his gestures and intentions screamed guilt imo but as he rekindled with Sejin and was able to bring out new sides in their relationship he started really feeling love.. but then Sejin’s insomnia and his past actions kinda triggered him.. like from the positioning of guards to protect Sejin from his bro, to even bulldozing barriers he may have had with his work endeavors..
Sejin in an earlier chapter I think 65-68 said that he hopes that under all the negative and depressing circumstances that he and Ido may have with respect to one another he hopes that at the end of it all there’s a remanence of happiness
I do love how Sejin carries himself after this part so I can’t wait to see it illustrated and animated with color and devotion.
Shooting himself in the chest must’ve hurt so much but for him to feel no pain