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this is stupid but I love to see an alpha suffer so I hate myself but I'm sat

I'm not gonna--
sigh
okay
yes I am
here we go
iltak is a bratty little bitch. He shouldn't have bullied kids weaker than him when he was younger and he shouldn't idolize dilenquents. You could potentially argue that he's compensating but when they show his flashbacks to middle school he was at the least the same size as other kids so I doubt his inferiority complex about being feminine had happened yet. (lowkey thought this was omegaverse for like 12 chapters) To a large degree he's getting a taste of his own medicine now. kids are dumb. it is what it is.
Not to say what they're doing to him is right or he deserves it necessarily, it's gross and inappropriate. Esp orangehair.
But **now** I understand his outright refusal to entertain anything gay. he's been repeatedly sexually harassed and I think that would make most young dumb kids absolutely against the thing that's been forced on them without their consent. So even though Hyunwoo is super cute and sweet and Iltak frankly doesn't deserve him, that won't immediately override the "I can't do this or I'll prove them right, that I really am gay"
it's too bad this writer probably won't put any depth into Iltak realizing that what he did to those kids in middle school is exactly what they're doing to him and learn from it, we probably won't see any actual growth.
So while it sucks that he hurt Hyunwoo, I understand it. Hyunwoo to a degree, in Iltak's mind, was probably just doing the same thing that the other guys were. Only seeing him as an object of lust/romantic interest, without his consent.
All that said, what the fuck. Hyunwoo was the only character with any fucking sense in this whole comic and now he's going to turn into orangehair 2? are you fucking kidding me?

oh my god no
forbidding your SO to see one of their friends, esp if that friend has been their best friend since childhood
but when you're knowingly casual? and you know he doesn't have feelings for you? and you basically forced him to be in this relationship? nah bro. the fucking inferiority complex on this guy.
it's one thing to be like "well I'm a little uncomfortable with your relationship with this person" or "I feel like you blow me off for them too often, I'd like to spend more time with you, can we figure out how to manage that" and work it out like adults, but if your SO says nothing's going on then you have to trust them, even if they're lying. Catch them lying? Get proof? they can catch hands. but until then, it's all supposition and paranoia and makes you look like an insecure bitch
also it's been what, a month or more at this point that they've been dating? If he doesn't like you by then he's not going to. At this point Iksu is pissing me off for sticking around in a clearly controlling relationship for that long with someone he doesn't even like. Move the fuck on.
fucking christ hopefully they break up soon, I'm not sure how much longer I can take this

adjhaeihufaieghfiaf THE OFFICIALS CAUGHT UP. WE GET TO SEE THE SEXYTIME AGAIN.
I've been rereading the Mature Official and not reading the other uploads so I've been stuck at the sexytime scene for what, a year now? I very much enjoyed reading it again (god this manhwa is...just a work of art. it's so perfect.) but I'm glad to move forward lmao
love them so much

jesus christ this is trash
dropped at the absolutely ridiculously shoehorned romance that came out of nowhere
it's a manga, the pacing has to be done very carefully bc of the length of the medium, but these two somehow went from despising and being disgusted by each other to romance in like two weeks?? naw bro. Could we have had less gratuitous gangbangs and more actual scenes of them bonding to shore this development up?
this is one of those stories where I'm like they would have SUCH severe PTSD, both of them. and I get that people bonding over shared traumas is legit a thing, seeking comfort in one another in the depths of despair, but if this was supposed to be that it was executed SO poorly
I didn't believe a damn thing coming out of any character's mouth, it just felt like some shut-in early-20-something's hackneyed caricaturized attempt to make ~*dramatic*~ commentary about gender inequality, plus dicks

they're fucking idiots I'll take 12

ugghhh I need moooore someone update this please!!! The art is gorgeous and I love this trope of mutual simping and it's so underdone

a wild fake ML worse than the actual ML to gaslight the audience into thinking the actual ML isn't that bad has appeared

sucks to be a rapist
but also I just kinda wish this entire plotline didn't exist at all. Like mc hadn't been raped, this guy was someone else, and we can just focus on how cute mc and ml are
idk why wholesome stories need to have this kind of drama inserted all the damn time

THEY'RE SO FUCKING CUTE
but I spent this whole chapter anxious about the mark on his ankle guuuhhhh

this gives me big Be My Baby vibes and I love how delulu half the characters are

Rawon is 100000% going to fucking disappear after this

damn both their families fucking suck huh (except for the wavy-haired cousin or whatever)
guess what
as someone whose family sucks and who married someone whose family sucks
we've been together for almost 20 years and don't talk to either of our families anymore and we're damn happy together
blood's just a bodily fluid and genetics are just acids
as a human being what you choose is the most important thing
/steps off soap box
(but can mc get like, one chapter of a break pls. if this were even remotely realistic bro would be in the psych ward)

fffffffffffffffffffffff
whyyyyy is this so sexy when literally nothing is happening

hooowwwwww does this writer write such FLUFFY FLUFF
it is the fluffiest of all

obbbbvvvvv blackhair is the true ML but this is the perfect situation for a polycule and I will die mad that I already know it isn't gonna end up that way

oh look who suddenly gained some self-awareness lmao
(tbf I think this ML is probably an orange flag, if he was truly a red flag I wouldn't have kept reading, he's definitely not any shade of green but he's not the worst)

CAN THIS MAN GET A DROP OF CONSENT
JUST ONE

Ji-han, suddenly swept ashore on an uninhabited island, encounters Rockfish (?), a man who had been ...

fucking tell him