InvoluntarilyConscious's activites

me over here beggin for more of this manhwa as hard as Kihoon's beggin for that dicc

oh these are some prime, S++, graded, high level, certified boyfailure dumbasses and I love them both already

omg I had to take a moment after that one scene, I'd have thrown myself out the window

Gong Chanhyeok, an author of NSFW BL web novels, receives a proposal to adapt his work into a drama....

okay but "When I give you something, you just say thank you and take it" was so fucking hot
spoiling dom vibes

this is so fucking perfect just mainline it into my veins

this is like what happens if two people who have never actually been in love (but for different reasons) fell in love lmao
also that mentor is sus af I think I know what's gonna happen but I'll keep it to myself

damn
sucks to be a rapist
anyway

Here comes the angst. This author loves to make the absolute worst MLs possible outside of a black flag and then boomerang them around to **the biggest** simps
it never quite works but here I am anyway

oh honey
wait
but
....*sigh*

"I'd only act this way around you bc I know you won't take it wrong"
one chapter later
gets close to him, takes both his hands, comments that he smells good
bro c'mon anyone would take that a certain way regardless of gender lmao

god I love them
i love them love them love them love them
they're such interesting characters, pretty unique in the BL universe

we've reached the spoiling arc!!!

This was pretty well written, I do give it that.
but I *do* blame the sister for what she did. not gonna give details but I have personal experience somewhat similar to this and all I feel for the sister is contempt. You claimed you loved him and you ran the moment it got difficult. She chose herself over her partner: it's a choice some people make and it's sad and realistic, but that doesn't make it right.
don't get me wrong, the brother is fucked up, and the side story's way of attempting to justify the only innocent person in the whole story, the mc, felt like a retcon. From one perspective it's two broken people finding some kind of comfort in one another but if you think about it for more than two seconds it's more like abuse. Bro didn't need to stick around and torture himself for the entirety of mc's relationship with his sister. He chose to do that. He could have gone off and lived his life. The only thing I give him credit for is stepping up to take care of someone he had no actual obligation to in their time of need, but raping him has absolutely no defense. And then the whole thing about begging and crying to keep him around, that's also a classic abuse tactic.
but
it's meant to be fucked up and I get that. it's not beautiful, it's not heartwarming, it's not a happy ending. It's just a fucked up story about fucked up people that is written and drawn well. Honestly, I feel really bad for the mc, he didn't do anything to deserve all that.

this is so fucking fucked up but it's upsettingly fascinating, like a train wreck, I can't look away

author you and I aren't friends anymore
as if you haven't been cockblocking us for 2 whole ass seasons you give us that as a cliffhanger for a season ending?
straight to jail
(hurry up and come back)

noooo this was so cute they're so cute please I need more TT__TT

“What?! I'm supposed to be the guardian of this tentacle monster?"In a research faci...

nah don't care
here's the thing
greenhair was probably 14-16 years old when the shit went down
mc was probably 10-12ish
while yes a teenager is still a kid by adult standards they're old enough to know when they fucked up and apologize, and it was totally understandable that ***the younger child you just choked lost his trust for you***
if greenhair had apologized, explained that he was scared, and changed his behavior, he **might** have been able to win mc's trust back eventually. he didn't. in fact, his pride got hurt bc "now you're looking at me like I'm trash/a bug now too" <- that is ego.
then you raped him on top of it? and even when you're getting beat and you think you're gonna die rather than thinking about that you're sorry, that "oh this must have been how he felt when I was hurting him, I'm such a bastard" you just self-rationalize some more??? about how "oh I only did it bc I wanted to see your smile/be by your side"
bitch that ain't it
you don't like him you just liked that he smiled for you and didn't want to lose that validation bc you're a pathetic sack of shit
fuck outta here