
I feel the only reason I don't fully hate this story is because we can see the inner thoughts of ML. Had it been only the MC's POV only, I would 100% believe the ML just wanted to hit and dump. Those first chapters were so much filled with anxiety and humillation, and the ML and those friends barely explained themselves, realistically things would end up badly. Just hearbreaking.

Your obviously stressed out and mess of a 4-year boyfriend is doing a ritual and has not had good contact for like 3 weeks, so everytime you see him you fuck him instead of talking, and then you OFFER your ass to a dude you don't even like that has a crush on you. Even the dude had some renstrain to not penetrate you when you fucking asked him to. What the actual fuck. This is not just insequrity or anxiety, which he had every right to feel, he is a complete push-over horny cheater. And somehow he's got 2 dudes drolling over him yeah sure. What a shit show.

Calling once a year to know what's up in your life is not leading someone on. Keep your love as a warm memory, and get on with your life the same way everyone with a one-sided crush does. But to try to fuck him over, what for? If he really was so fucking hurt, just cut him from your life, block and dip.
IM SPEECHLESS, EACH CHAPTER A NEW FREAK AND COMPLETELY PROUD WOW