So what i am getting from the chapter is... The seme is more of a DOM than a SADIST or maybe he's a lil bit of both?? IDK. Because he said so that control is what drives him. And if the uke is obedient, he'd fullfill his needs of pain, getting choked etc etc.
But why didn't he make it clear to the uke from the start cause now that he got a taste of the uke, seems like he doesnt really know where & when to draw the line.
Do DOMS & SUB's play outside of play time too? Someone who has knowledge on that. Let me know?? ( ̄∇ ̄")
Cause seems to me the seme been playing DOM all alone without even giving the uke a heads up. And isn't uke more of a MASOCHIST cause he likes pain???
I am slightly confused & disappointed with how this story is going.
At first it seemed like seme was on point with his communication and drawing boundaries when it came to PLAY TIME. Now its all messed up cause his DOM tendencies come out every other day. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Dom/sub bdsm play always has communication boundaries first and equanimity in ability to speak. this manwha started in a green place...I don't know what the hell the last few chapters have been. there are definitely better bdsm Dom/sub relationships featured in not as popular manwhas where when the relationships shift so do the play dynamics, sometimes stopping play all together if romantic feelings get involved. if interested, I can look through my lists an recommend some where they do the play in a more respectable way. Also, if interested in these play dynamics, there are plenty of actual literature that discusses do's and don'ts. hope that helps!
I am curious about this BDSM thing but i don't indulge or read them much because what fiction does best is misinterpret and misinform and put ideas in my head which isn't how BDSM is supposed to be. I guess??
And sure maybe some BDSM relationships irl may be toxic too. (I say this in the most respectful way) Not everyone would be followimg the rules & being respectful even in a BDSM relationship irl as well. Maybe some people are like what all these Manhwa's portray. Toxic & crossing the lines.
But i do like to understand or read a yaoi or bl where BDSM is true to its essense with a healthy relationship instead of a confused, no boundary, miscommunicated ones to get the real understanding of BDSM.
I know I'm asking too much though. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
I like clingy, affectionate seme's. So I'm not complaining at all. Sure, he can sometimes show some tendencies of red flags with his obsession & possessiveness but imma just let it slide cause they both seem happy & it seems to me like even the uke likes it.
Uke may seem like he's a pushover at times but if he really hated how the seme acts, he would probably call the seme out. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
So what is gonna happen next? Novel readers spoil me please (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
SPOILER ALERT!!
What i remember, the duke will get the death penalty. And it become worldwide to reach our FL. So, she doesn’t want her helper to get the death penalty and decide to went back. Although it takes about a month or a week? (I dont remember) but FL arrive at the day the death penalty suppose to happen. Gladly, the duke survived by the FL sudden arrive. That’s all i knew since the novel end until this part only. Sorry for my bad explaination.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ(▰˘◡˘▰)
The thought of being tempted to cheat itself repulses me. Sure no action was done & sure he didn't act on it but this kind of characters will be the first to cheat IRL scenario. IN THE FIRST PLACE... Why TF would you take the opportunity to go with your so called EX FUCK BUDDY/ FRIENDS WITH BENEFIT/ SITUATIONSHIP partner when you have some disagreement or an argument with your lover?? You don't have nowhere to go? Go tf home, cool your head & communicate!! You may both be right in your own way or be both at fault. But i still cannot wrap my head around that.
If my partner do that to me & spend the night over at his EX FUCK buddy's place. Istg i will break up with that piece of trash! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Sure, the art is amazing but... The plot? The seme? The bestfriend? Tbh it kinda gives me the ICK. And uke being so naive is also making me upset for no reason. Sighs* Am i the only one disliking both the top and the bestfriend?!! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ One is taking advantage & using the uke because of his innocence about love while the other in the name of being his best friend has ulterior motives & is kissing him while he's dead asleep. ヽ(`Д´)ノ
Ps :- Letting this marinate.











Read till chapter 56,
Ch 55 uke was asking seme to get married to which seme refused & brought up excuses saying that's a big commitment etc. Uke then decides to prob run away or leave cause he realises and gets hurt on his own cause seme will prob not change.
chapter 56 we see seme with a ring box and a report as he's discussing with his driver that he'd dumb uke before it gets too serious and emotions are not needed blah blah. He even gets uke a car (BROTHER ARE YOU SERIOUS??!) So as they go for a drive, seme gets out to talk on the phone, uke see the ring in the car as he opens the compartment thingy and get all blushy, thinking seme gonna propose. Lmfao. While seme a while back was holding the same ring and talking about dumbing him. (︶︿︶)=凸
Uke is dumb and keeps getting SWAYED TF! One moment he's hurt by his own expectations cause seme is wishy washy, the other moment he wants to escape and run away, the other he's delulu and most of the other time its SEX tf!
GROW A SPINE & run away like tf you decided.
Did you read it in English? If you did, please drop the link?
Ah, got it
https://zinchanmanga.net/manga/pray/
I read it from the other website that the other commenters give,
idk if the translation is accurate, but if it is, then seems like you got a little confused here. MC just want test the ML reaction about marriage. ML wants to marry MC, but then MC then said about people with kids together would ended up married. It all got serious when ML said that he didn't want a child and brought up about unwanted child. MC still planning his revenge, but he want to wait for 3 months at least until the baby in his stomach stable. The baby needs the father's pheromone. He keep saying it so many times, idk why people missing that point and calling names at MC for not running away sooner.
While the ML had plans on his own, but he can't bring MC down with him. MC bringing up marriage is a sign for ML that MC wants a serious relationship, but he can't have that because of the plans. So he choose to lay the MC down, acting like he was just playing around with the goal that so MC would move on quickly from him. ML giving MC and teaching him how to drive the car so at least MC can have something valuables. That's what i understand it from the other website.
Oh... I see... I didn't read from the website. I roughly used a translate app to translate it from newtoki so i guess i missed some points. Thanks for clearing it out. Ill check the other website. Sighs* i wish we get better translation with updates sooner. ╥﹏╥
Nah, it's alright. I'm still not sure about why ML giving MC a car tho, but that's how I understand it
Yeah, sometimes i can understand it the translation here, but sometimes it quite messy that I would just connect the dots. But it's alright, they did quite a good job and now we got the official translation uploaded here~~