I only come here for the pretty art. The plot is so MEANINGLESS & its not going anywhere tbh. I can't help it cause I'm colour blind and Zerkin or whatever the guy's name is. He is attractive thats all. I'm expecting nothing from this story. Just here to see this fever dream of stupidity. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
I just read for the fun of it. And I kinda lowkey hate this type of characters. And my takeaway is seme is messy AF. You're 35! You old man! Aren't you suppose to act like one? I mean aren't you suppose to be mature for your age. Oh wait... His mental growth stopped when he was 16. *eye rolls* I didn't like how he got away with taking advantage of the uke. Tbh, the uke is that type of annoying shoujo female characters who chases after the ML even after getting rejected. Sighs* It was just frustrating reading this. Atleast the uke was straight forward on what he wants. It's just he lacks self respect. They deserve each other I guess. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Remind me again? Why are we going in circles? I want the present time. Shesshh. Spoilers below -
Sighs* More unnecessary flashbacks of what we already know.
Seme is probably on the way to Uke's place. His sister calls so he's on a call with his sister. I guess he realises it at that moment. He speeds up to Uke's place.
Uke lying on bed. He also destroyed all the pottery pieces he made for the exhibit. There's like one left.
Seme rings the doorbell, uke opens the door they have a talk. seme pushes back uke & kisses uke and they both have a rough kiss session/altercation. Idk. Uke cries while pinning seme down. He picks up the last pottery and he throws it to the ground. Idk what the hell is going on. It seems a little SILLY and unreasonable too. But dk... Maybe it'll take some few more chapters & flashbacks to resolve their silly case.
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( It seems to me that uke has bigger problems than just this silly misunderstanding that arose due to this exhibit. I think he needs time to figure himself out & his feelings. The uke is already a messy, complex character. Given how he likes keeping things to himself. He's not easy to handle. In a way I kind of get that it's a silly misunderstanding as a reader but it is not for the uke & its understandable given his inner monologue & nature. As for the seme, idk why he forced a kiss instead of clearing the air. I'm done at this point.
Sighs* Idk what to expect & I can't wait for chapters too. I'll come back read season 2 when it's completed.
For once I just want our uke to have a peaceful chapter. Is it too much to ask?
And that's how you get second male lead syndrome. But I like them both. Shesssshhh (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I know the older bro (uke) is not fond of the lil one (seme). But honestly, can't he just ignore him, act like he doesn't exist, why react so much & give seme that attention or thrill in the first place. I know it can be hard or daunting but come on now. Ugh! Also I feel the seme is just obsessed with the uke. He says he wants revenge yet he cannot bare to see him interested in someone else. Like bro literally said uke flirts with that friend of his while sleeping with him, it kinda insinuated that it bothers him. It's likely seme has a thing for the uke who bullied him. He also uses the bullying to justify his actions such as literal r*pe cause the uke is under hypnosis. He has some sick twisted obsession. I really don't get them both too. I'm waiting for when uke realise that he's being hypnotized.
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Finally! I want the seme to SUFFER! If he doesn't. I won't be satisfied!! (╬￣皿￣)凸
Tbh... This is my second re-read & I understand the frustration with the ML. At the same time, I think this is a more realistic approach. They were never a thing to begin with. They were just bed partners in a way. They both craved intimacy & it would've ended one way or the other. Atm, him denying his feelings, running away, his inner monologues questioning himself and love itself, going in circles and him sleeping with other women yet unable to get FL out of his mind.
As a reader, he is the type of ML that infuriates me. But at the same time I enjoy it. Cause I wanna see his character break down when he realises that he truly fell for the FL. Unless he acknowledges that he is in love and gives in. We won't necessarily be seeing any character development from him. He has never met someone like our FL. She comes into his world, SHAKES his whole world and now this man is picking up the pieces of the aftermath. He probably doesn't realise that he's had his eyes on her all this time. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍