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Sometimes I honestly feel that... There can be compelling, heart wrenching stories without so much rape or abuse in yaoi. I have always come across abuse or rape in yaoi stories but this one definitely takes the whole cake. It is also sad how there is not an ounce of sympathy or salvation for our uke from the author. We know we can't expect any happy ending from this story. But I feel so sad for our uke. It just breaks my heart. I want our uke to be happy, to run away or sometimes at most just END it all. Ykwim? End it all so that he won't have to suffer any longer. Sighs* I also lowkey have a hate to love thing with this author for making our uke suffer this much. *Sobs*

Here me out. I wasn't really invested in the main couple. So I prettay much skimmed half way through their story and started reading from mid way & appearance of the older brother, the second couple i.e the older brother and his uke. Ch 47- 170 (where I fully invested on the story.) cause yk I preferred the second couple. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

This was one of the most satisfying yaoi reads I've come across. The seme regretting his actions big time & the uke calling out & rejecting the seme was really so SATISFYING. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I loved every bit of the asshole seme's character development. The uke being such a pushover, having such low self respect. When he finally picked up whatever self respect was left & shunned the seme & did not easily go back to him. It was gratifying. I was over the moon satisfied with the Uke's character development too. Overall, for me the second couple had more depth, more feels and they were darker yet more realistic. Some parts of it really hit you right in the feels how the Uke's parents are religious fanatic, literally TRASH. Also, when I say I wanted the seme to hurt. This was what I was talking about. The author delivered. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ would be happy if it starts getting updated here again.

Seme is a player, probably intrigued by the uke rn. Pretty sure as the chapter progresses he's gonna develop some feels then be oblivious to how he feels then realizes later on kinda troupe. I mean he's so full of himself but so HOT at the same time yk. (￣ε(#￣)Σ I just hope he doesn't hurt or play the uke.

And the seme is smitten by our hawny uke. (▰˘◡˘▰)

I wanna read but I don't like waiting. I'll start when there's over 20 chapters. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

The starting first few chapters were nice even if they were fast phased. But later on it just goes downhill. Honestly, the seme has always had the upper hand and it frustrates me. I want the uke to join the entertainment industry too. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ I mean if it's getting continued I can see some unnecessary drama coming along the way and the uke getting hurt again. In the span of 20 chapters only the uke has been spiraling with emotions & getting hurt. The seme is like that partner that subconsciously drains or absorbs the life energy of his other half only to bleed them dry. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ Plus, the seme and the guy that modeled together. Wtf! Seme even slept on the same bed with him even if he's just helping him. Idk. I'm just being nit picky but you don't want uke to hang or look at other people but you go and do this shit. Doesn't justify you. Idk. I don't like the SEME one bit. Byes! I'm outta here!

I hate stories where they already have a lover or a side piece but still approach the main character. So you're telling me the seme is supposedly cheating on the so called lover & the uke is lowkey a pushover. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Seme has serious mental issues tbh. And I can feel how tiring it would be, to be in an unrequited love with a mentally unstable person from the Uke's POV, cause seems to me seme is not sane and the uke is alone in their so called potential relationship. The uke realising that he was always a replacement. I'm sad for him. Sure, the uke isn't perfect but honestly, the seme is worst & no amount of sad past or mental instability is gonna tell me otherwise. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I'm kinda excited for the next season. Wanna see how things will get resolved or how the seme will go down spiraling.

I will not continue reading this until it's finished cause I can't take it. Someone who has read the novel or knows the spoiler. Please kindly SPOIL me with details. (づ￣ ³￣)づ also tell me who our poor uke ends up with. It breaks my heart to see him suffering. I know I shouldn't expect a happy ending for the uke where he runs away from this psychotic semes but I can't take it anymore! ╥﹏╥ SPOIL ME!!

They are kwute but the communication still has no development whatsoever. It's like tug of war for them & repetitive at the same time. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍