I have never ever seen this many sex chapters in a row I have to say thank you to the author for blessing me and it's also not the same thing over and over it's very well done and doesn't seem like too much sometimes it's like dude how are yall just still going it seems paced out and like they aren't rushing it to much, but it's making me worried that it's almost over for the side stories and this is like our last run for the smut before the end
Please and thank you
Seo An is at some fancy event with CEOs and other important people to make connections. If you remember from earlier chapters, he’s been out of the spotlight for a while because of the PTSD he has from his abusive father — which is why he looks uncomfortable when his dad grabs his arm.
Also, I don’t know if you remember, but earlier on there was that scene where they played a trick on the pizza delivery guy and invited him to one of their get-togethers. By ‘they’ I mean the rich kids and heirs that Seo An knows, since all the sons and daughters of powerful families hang out in the same circles.
I don’t remember every detail, but when the delivery guy (Woowon) showed up, they were clearly trying to mess with him and humiliate him. Seo An got super pissed, yelled at them, and dragged Woowon outside because he didn’t want him to be a part of their cruel game.
Apparently, someone at that get-together secretly filmed them together, which is a big deal because if that video ever got out, it could cause a huge scandal — especially since Seo An’s dad is crazy and abusive.
As for the guy who is groveling at Seo An’s feet, I don’t remember why Seo An hates him or what that guy did but I’m sure he f*kd up somehow which is why he’s trying to get into his good graces. Maybe someone else knows.
Someone else explained this better in the comments below, but this is what I remember! Hope that helps!
That's very put together. But I forgot about SEO an, like he was emotionally abused by his family I guess? Is that right? What else am I forgetting?
I think I remember he got caught up in some files misplacing or smth when he started working in his dad's company but I don't remember the people involved.
Also doesn't the guy who filmed it wanted to sleep with SEO an or smth but now apparently his sister gonna get set up with him. Whoa.
The only part I can really add on to is your first point about Seo An. Yeah, he was definitely emotionally abused by his father — who demanded absolute perfection and nothing less. I’m pretty sure there were hints of physical abuse too. The pressure and constant mistreatment got so bad that Seo An actually broke down and needed medical treatment for his mental health.
If you remember, there were several moments early in the story where his father completely dismissed his struggles and acted like his mental state wasn’t important at all. His dad’s attitude was very much a, “get over it” one. He also felt like mental health problems weren’t a big deal. Very much a “boomer” way of thinking. It wasn’t until Woowon showed up that Seo An slowly started to get better.
So this is a flash back right why did they get married and why is he so cold? What is the main plot I've been reading it all but still am a bit confused and why did they get back together in the future part of the story
This flashback is their first life in which seme treated the uke horribly and I think because of that uke killed himself using the gun in seme's study. I believe seme regretted everything he did after uke killed himself.
The beginning of this story is their second attempt at life where seme is trying to make things right and treat the uke well. Though I'm not sure how seme got reincarnated but only he remembered their first life and the uke didi not.
Now finally uke is gaining his old memories back and we are reading those flashbacks.











Someone who read every word sum up this pls like what the first season was about where we are now the story pls someone who has good reading comprehension HELP ME
lol hi!!
Starting at the beginning of their timeline: Seo-in (ML) is adopted by a rich family when he’s quite young — but the reason he’s adopted is because he looks eerily similar to the adoptive couple’s son (Jaewon). This is important because this Jaewon had a twin who died, and the mother is distraught and basically tries to make Seo-in the replacement. Jaewon is chronically ill, a psychopath, and hates Seo-in. For their entire childhood, Jaewon torments Seo-in with his past (Seo-in’s birth parents are murderers) and ruins anything he can about Seo-in’s life. Their parents don’t do anything about it because, again, their mother is desperate to have a perfect family with two sons. No matter how much Seo-in tries to tell her about Jaewon’s behaviour, she just brushes it off and essentially asks him to look past it, with Jaewon being sick and all.
Fast forward to middle school! Seo-in is living in hell, because he’s basically a slave for Jaewon — this psycho threatens to tell people at school about the fact that Seo-in’s parents are criminals, and poor Seo-in is already being ostracized, so what else can he do but go with it..sigh. At some point, Seo-in figures out that there’s someone Jaewon hates other than him: a boy in Jaewon’s Judo club (Yeongwoon, MC) that wins more often/is better at Judo than Jaewon. Seo-in takes advantage of this by befriending Yeongwoon to piss off Jaewon. One thing leads to another, and Seo-in goes from befriending Yeongwoon with ulterior motives, to genuinely feeling comfort and love for him. He tells Yeongwoon that he has a crush on a guy but isn’t sure, and that he wants to test out the physical aspect — so they start getting freaky after school most days, jerking each other off and making off and whatnot. We know from reading their future (S2) that they were both in love at this point, and Seo-in was actually planning to help Yeongwoon move out (away from his abusive father) and live a peaceful life with him.
Jaewon, that little asshole, catches Seo-in and Yeongwoon getting it on one day. He secretly records a video of them and confronts Seo-in at school later, saying that he’ll fuck up that part of Seo-in’s life too and that he shouldn’t have dared to find happiness. Seo-in tries to protect Yeongwoon from this psycho’s antics by saying that their relationship means nothing to him and that there’s no point in targeting Yeongwoon, and Jaewon challenges him by saying, essentially, “if that kind of stuff means nothing to you, do it to me. Kiss me!”
Seo-in kisses this little shit to prove it, but we know, again, from reading their future (Yeongwoon has lots of flashbacks of seeing this scene), that Yeongwoon witnesses this and is heartbroken. He starts acting distant from Seo-in, and when Seo-in returns from a family trip that summer, he finds out that Yeongwoon has run away from home/his abusive father. He also comes home afree that and sees that Jaewon has outed him (and himself, I forgot to mention he’s also gay and is very promiscuous and also careless with his health). He basically says “wow you have two gay sons!” Their family fights, but their mother once again tries to sweep it under the rug because she can’t stand not having her ideal family. Seo-in is sent abroad for modelling work.
Fast forward to the present. Jaewon is dead — he was chronically ill, but these recent chapters hint that Seo-in killed him, and their mother knows. Seo-in is back from his work abroad, and Yeongwoon works as a manager for an actor named Hae-yool.
Yeongwoon follows Hae-yool to see if there is some sponsorship relationship going on (he’s been informed by their agency that he should investigate), and is surprised to see that Hae-yool’s sponsor is Seo-in. Some back and forth ensues, an article is released slandering Hae-yool, and Yeongwoon is let go from his position — just in time for Seo-in to swoop in and ask for him to be HIS manager instead, since he has just returned from abroad and wants his manager in Korea to be someone he knows.
There’s season one. Damn. Season two is just dealing with the boys and their feelings/flashbacks, and some other things. Here are some last summarizing points:
- Seo-in is changed after Yeongwoon leaving in middle school. He feels betrayed/abandoned, and like the only person he could bear to be around was gone. He spirals and begins to engage in promiscuous, emotionally overstimulating activities — just like Jaewon used to do. He participates in orgies and gets off inflicting pain during said orgies. His hair is dyed the same colour as the late Jaewon, and it is unspoken in his family that he has basically replaced him.
- Yeongwoon has very painful memories of Seo-in. He tries his best to deny it/run away, but he can’t help but be swayed by Seo-in and go with what he wants. Thanks to this, he is in a sex relationship with him, with the excuse of “you can’t be involved in scandalous things like orgies, and I’m your manager so just use me.”
- Hae-yool, the actor that previously employed Yeongwoon, has feelings for Yeongwoon. In one chapter they establish that he doesn’t feel the same, but Hae-yool is still butthurt about this and also thinks Seo-in is crazy, so he’s been lurking and trying to fuck with them. He can kind of tell that Seo-in has a special spot for Yeongwoon. In recent chapters, he releases an article about Seo-in’s promiscuous sex life. Seo-in’s mother is in denial about this, but can’t stay delusional for long when she sees Yeongwoon and Seo-in together (she knows about their past because of when Jaewon outed them) and also questions Seo-in, and he just says “yes mom, that’s me in the picture in the article kissing men.” She freaks out, and is currently trying to get Yeongwoon fired/away from her precious son.
- Yeongwoon’s abusive father was also in a lot of debt. A loan shark named Taegu would often come to collect his dues, but because Yeongwoon’s father begged Taegu to keep him out of it (he was young at the time), Taegu just tells Yeongwoon that he’s his father’s friend and is visiting. Yeongwoon knows this is bullshit, but doesn’t say anything — he mentions that Taegu gave him pocket change as a kid and IS kind of a nice guy after all. They have an interesting relationship in this way, but it’s hinted that Taegu feels something a little more for Yeongwoon… feels a little weird to me, but hey this isn’t my manhwa lmao.
- Seo-in tries acting like he barely remembers their past together, but in these last few chapters he’s realllly struggling to be nonchalant lmao. He drunkenly tells Yeongwoon to not leave him like he did before (like in middle school) and Yeongwoon gets all blushed and they get freaky blah blah. This is what the most recent chapter is!
This is basically a summary of everything that’s happened, and I tried to make it make chronological sense lmao. Also that scene at the beginning of chapter 1… I assume hasn’t happened yet, but will happen at the climax of the story.
That’s the best I can do lmao!
Sorry it’s so long lmao… and for the typos
Oh my I did not realize someone who do this much thx I'll have something read it to me later....
i would give u a 5 if this was a response on AP lang exam like that was thoroughh
That was genuinely so helpful since I have the memory of a gold fish, thankss
LMFAOO i didn’t realize it got so long and it looks a lot shorter on my laptop
I hope both sides of your pillow stay cold at night bc that was incredible!!! i was dreading the thought of having to reread all of this to make sense of it, but you are a lifesaver!! <3
LOL ty
the first recap is phenomenal but just to clarify/correct some things further:
when yeongwoon (MC) saw seo-in (ML) and his brother kiss in middle school, YW thought that the crush seo-in mentioned earlier to him was the brother and YW was jealous & hurt. this is why YW keeps getting trauma flashbacks of this scene, and where the misunderstanding starts.
The last convo the two had before parting ways was after YW saw the kiss and he acts distant and walks away (this is what seo-in refers to in ch 45). That’s why Seo-in feels so betrayed, bc he left without a word.
Funny thing is, YW did actually try to see seo-in before he left for modeling school, but the mom blocks him and doesn’t tell seo-in that he tried to leave a message for him.
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As for the beginning of the story, Hae-yool actually ALREADY HAD a sponsor. It was j against his contract that for him to sleep with anyone else; hence, the reason he was followed.
YESSSS TY