
This manga is strange... I don't like that genre, and it disgusted me when I saw Yumi with his nose bleeding and then that "Kim-chan" do those things... He doesn't even love him, but he's still taking out his frustration on him. That poor thing... I hope that'll change.
Mayama-kun! Go save him! Yumi deserves better. (╬ `Д´)ノ
*Throws a table on Kim-chan's face(?)* (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Like "Elektel Delusion", I read this manga for the 3rd time, hahaha... They're too cute... So... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Sensei's art is awesome~
By the way, I was wondering... Does somebody know what's the name of the manga with those three boys in this page? http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hidoku_shinaide/tr/v04/c019.3/pg-2/

That's so sad, and thanks to it, I'm crying.
You shitty bro, come back to your beloved (brother) Akira… Don't leave him alone again…
JUST WHY THE FUCK I PICKED UP THIS MANGA.
The drawings are beautiful, the only thing that disturbed me quite a lot was the arm of Akira when he was on top of his "father"… It was so damn long, what– I didn't like it.
The storyline pissed me off /just/ a little, am I the only one?
…Tell me whatever you want, but I hate that man (his "father") from the very bottom of my heart. ( ̄へ ̄)He used Akira...

I'm happy that this chapter ended up like this, because otherwise if they did it, Shirotani would be terrified and so he will possibly avoid Kurose...
Instead, I want Shirotani to discover his feelings for Kurose... Bit by bit, obviously.
But... Did you guys noticed it? On the third page, it's written: "Both my body and heart by this hand"... That's so romantic and cute~
And on the 28th page, he says: "These gloves... I wonder if there's any point in wearing them."... But why do he feel dirty? For what Kurose did to him?
Oh... Such a sadistic person... Update!

He feels dirty for that things that happenned in the past and the things that are happening now.
Explaining better, he got excited when he was a kid, but he didn't really undersatnd why, and got really scared, his family probably put in his head that feeling was wrong and disgusting, so he didn't develop properly his sexual side. Now, whit Kurose, Shirotani kind of HAS to deal with this feeling again, and beign traumatizes, he keeps rejecting his "sexual" side, still stuck on the concept that beign excited is something terrible wrong.
I'm not sure if this is right, but this is what I understood so far.
Let's hope he overcomes his trauma and finally answers to Kurose's feelings *-*

I don't think he was sexually molested by his father, more like he is apologizing. If you look at the flashback panels (page 15) after the locker incident when his dad patted his head he slapped his father hand and said don't touch me...

Yeah! Let's hope that!~ (๑•ㅂ•)و ✧
But seriously, personally I hate that girl who said to Shirotani: "That's disgusting." it started all by that word, he was still a kid and so he didn't understood, and they confused him... So, like you said; his family might put in his head that feeling was disgusting, but why did he said that thing with his gloves? Will we see a Shirotani-san different and no more mysophobic? A-And... He may discover his feelings too! (っ°Д °)っ
By the way, Kurose seemed so sad when he left... He's always so expressionless, but this time, he was a bit sad... And when Shirotani said "Don't touch me, that's disgusting." his eyes were so scaaaaary. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
And when you said that he might been raped by someone in the past, I don't think he was molested by his father...

I love supernatural yaois, and this one is so good! Daia is so adorable, the long hair with that ears make him cuter, Kuro is sexy, and romantic! ヾ(☆▽☆) ...And when Daia turns him into a vampire, he became hotter, how's that possible. (っ°Д °)っ
I'll read it again, I'm sure about it. ・ω・
Oh, and the art was amazing, I'm totally in love with this one!
When I saw an update, I immediately thought: Okay, that Kan-chan is gonna kill my Yumi-kun...
And then no! I'm so happy that he said those things and let go of him.
Mayama really loves him, and that's good, since I wanted to see Yumi being happy. ^ワ^
Regarding Kan-chan, if he doesn't change a bit, he'll always be alone. He can't be with anyone else, since he's so violent... He'll end up doing the same thing with that same result... Who will ever want a boyfriend like him?
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