glurp's Things

i just cant seem to find any guy genuine. anything they do always seems a lil sus to me. this makes me always push away any potential partners. is this self-esteem issue or

cant believe im asking for a medical advice on a manga website. but due to shitty family i couldnt go to a doctor AGAIN before going back to uni so does taking antihastimines every morning help? i just wanna know that becuase its like everyday is gamble - do i flare up today or not- its stressing me

before yall say, this is a borderline porn website and why the fuck am i asking this here- i know and i dont have anyone to share about this so bare with me.

made out with a guy. got felt up and all. didnt get turned on rather he was the only who was rearing to go. and again, got into a rs but that lasted only 2 weeks because i didnt feel it (great guy though). these were only two examples but happens multiple times. i just lose interest? or like the motivation to maintain it? (sounds like huge red flag thing but i dont know im just so mad at myself because i feel like somethings really wrong with how my brain works) and no i dont think im a lesbian.

someone i know was unintentional racist (the stereotype style) i dont know how to respond that. theres this other person who stood up for me and asked me what i thought about this. what do i say? i want keep things peaceful and this is my first time getting some racist stereotype in an unintentional way from a kind person so idk

whats with the sudden updates of yuri on ice djs?? guys i get it *cries* we're in mourning