
I wish she was a stronger mc. Like someone who won't blush even over the smallest things and would actually forget her duties when she goes Gaga over love.
The male lead was nothing but a sweet heart but this is one of the rare books where the lead is a female knight so they could've utilised her skill in much greater way. Such a shame.

Abortion is indeed wrong depending or your own personal moral value but it's the 21st century people.
Woman have long gained the right to do whatever the fuck they want with their own bodies.
And I think Choko should never get back together with Kazuki. That guy had few loose screws himself. Like isn't it crazy how he can't get hard while trying to have sex with Choko because he learned that she was raped (like his who're of a dick was disgusted with the very woman he claim to love) but when that shorthaired doctor assaulted him, even cut his dick a little he got hard and proceeded to have sex with her. It was chaos.
Choko was scared and she felt low and dirty. She was lied to and raped and she didn't even know about It. It is her choice if she wanted to keep that baby or what

you got everything wrong , you have to consider his own past before putting your jugement on the fact that he didnt desire her after he found out about her rape. His first wife cheated on him with his father and even tricked him into raising another man ( bis father ) child, it's a huge trauma that he had not bounced back from yet; when he first believed the kid was fathered by the rapist, i guess the pain he got from his father and his ex wife got back to his face which seted up a wall between him and chocko...i guess as me you feel like he should have told her the truth but he didnt want to break her by revealing her that she has been raped by the guy that she despises the most..so he decided to take it all on himself.When chocko thought that mc was tired of her , the truth is that he was just conflicted about what to do in order to affect HER the least, so just a huge MISUNDERSTANDING. Revealing her the truth would have been the best option though...so you cant ignore all that and draw the conclusion that he's the ashole and fmc is the victim...it's not black and white. they are both responsable of the failure of their relationship...the best end will be both mc and fmc going their separate ways but author will find a way to bring them together even though i think their relationship is beyond repair

We both have very different opinions and maybe being a woman who grow up with a sister with almost the same situation as Choko has made me take that way.
But I do agree that the two of them really should just separate ways. The amount of misunderstandings that they've had has become frustrating. They were way pass broken.

As much as you are right about Choko, you are as wrong as for Kazuki. It's all but misunderstanding and Kazuki is not to be blamed or condemned for his decisions not to tell Choko that she was raped. And psychological trauma is no joke, no matter what your sex or gender is, so please consider both characters' back stories before concluding that one is more evil or fucked up than the other.
I personally think that both are carrying the same weight on their backs.

As someone who's been through something it really made me feel pathetic after reading this, the problem is when we're in this kind of relationship we don't really notice how toxic it is.
We don't notice it until it's too late and your too broke, I've done a lot of dhit trying to keep him by my side though he was openly cheating just like this f'n male lead. But since this is manga and also fictional we all know where it will all end and I just wanna say I wanna read something different this time do if you have any please recommend me a manga with a girl with enough self respect that she knows she shouldn't put up with any fuckboy's cheating.
Am I the only one who teared up a little when she said those words.
It's so heartbreaking to have the man whom you've been dreaming of be an actual nightmare when you weren't asleep.