
Even though Hana is just as hung up on Kaoru. The point of the story is that both of them are hung up about Kaoru in their own way. Hana laments the fact that she never actually took the time to know her brother as well as believing that that was a reason contributing to his death, feeling immense guilt because of it. While Lily pretends that Hana is Kaoru to keep on living a delusion and not having to confront the reality of his death.
And in the end they both find solace in grieving together for the person they had loved. And they also realize the geniune happiness they were able to find with each other after his death, deciding to run away together.
I'd like to point out that when Lily said that a particular thing that Hana did reminded her of Kaoru, it was much more to say that it is a quality she loves thus also loving it about Hana. She might not love her as much as Kaoru yet but I believe she will love her just as much if not even more than him. I wish there was a follow up to this story to explore this but alas...
This manga is actually amazing and has some deeply realistic emotional writing, I could analyze it for days aaa
God I love this manga so much.
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Everyone goes through stuff, but once you mistreat people and betrays them, that is on YOU and not on your PAST.
Stop being so easy on these men.
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1. Takashiro ending up THE villain here is just an afterthought and was never in the original plan. Remember it was Takashiro who tampered with the reincarnation of the Zweilt guardians and of Yuki to win against the Duras... and that was with the approval of the clans. So it doesn't make any sense to know ONLY NOW that the Elders of Giou and those of the ten clans have, IN FACT, been INVOLVED IN THE EXPERIMENTS TO summon demons to earth, including LUCIFER, for the sole purpose of amassing power and influence. It doesn't make sense that the war with the Duras has been going on for 1,200 years, killing the precious guardians and other members of the clans when the ORIGINAL INTENT, according to Reiga, was just the exact opposite- not to kill the Duras but to use them to summon Lucifer. Obviously, this is just the biggest BS that's ever been created using fake memories as an excuse. Sci fi often uses fake memories to introduce revisions that would contradict the original premise on which the story rests. Again, it's being used here to do the same- but instead of creating a more interesting plot, it just creates more plot holes big enough to sink whatever logic kept this story going in the first place.
2. The only pairing that has a somewhat dynamic development was Shusei x Hotsuma- and even that was DOOMED to play THIRD WHEEL to Luka x Yuki. Obviously the writer wanted readers to know Yuki and Luka are the MAIN COUPLE- but by constantly repeating, in every chapter Luka's lines "I will stay by your side," the writer seems to be creating redundancy rather than a real romance. Even if Hotsuma seems hopelessly in love and attached to Shusei and little by little seems closer to acknowledging that embarrassing yet poignantly vulnerable part of him, the writer just has to BREAK the momentum by repetitively adding those annoying scenes where Yuki's arrival inevitably takes Hotsuma's attention from Shusei.
Love triangles are amusing- but hey, can't the writer develop the romance between and among the Zweilt guardians WITHOUT putting Yuki on a pedestal so every character has to worship her and just feel unnecessarily conflicted between her/him and their partners? And if the bond with Yuki is just the product of being "genetically" a guardian dependent on her healing powers, isn't it cruel that their desire for Yuki will always be unrequited?
To me, this unconditional bond does nothing but add needless drama to an already overused romantic plot. It's the MOST UNJUST, ILLOGICAL, and ANTI-CLIMACTIC romantic device ever invented. Why? It does nothing but make Yuki seem like a harem owner who exists to cock block every ship by being EVERYONE's SUBCONSCIOUS LOVE INTEREST. It's painful to see Hotsuma and the other guardians swaying and faltering- one moment they're so in love with their partners- the next moment, they're pining for Yuki.
And all the while, we know that Yuki is exclusively Luka's with NO COMPETITION at all.
I love Hotsuma and Shusei's dynamic and only managed to read this far because they seem to be the only pair with depth and elegance. They seem to be the only ones capable of struggling with and thinking through their emotions while the rest are too busy spouting cringe confessions to create the perfect, romantic moment. Their conversations don't sound forced or overdramatic. I often wished Shusei and Hotsuma would be more straightforward and selfish, instead of always trying to find a balance between their loyalty to each other and their commitment to Yuki. But I guess that's also charming in its own way- even when Yuki's presence is always being used as a distraction for Hotsuma.
3. If there's anything good about this story- it's certainly NOT in the direction of moving Yuki and Luka's romance forward. Basically, it doesn't even seem to be their story at all. Beyond Yuki's being reborn as a man rather than as a woman, there's absolutely NOTHING ORIGINAL to this romance. I even question their status as protagonists since the story actually revolves around the Zweilts and their neverending battles- their short lives, their tampered reincarnations, and their internal struggle to be exclusive to their partners while being unconditionally dedicated to Yuki as their master. They are all LOVERS IN A LEASH. I'm just glad that the writer gave Hotsuma and Shusei enough chances to be alone with each other to sort out their feelings.
Rather than Luka and Yuki's stilted conversations, it's the relationship between the guardians and their partners that's truly worth calling "romantic" in this entire manga. And Hotsuma pointing to his heart, saying he knows he would "go get Shusei" no matter where he goes "because you're home is here" (in his heart) is just ABSOLUTELY priceless- because we realize, at this point, that he's come a long way... that far from being just another immature brat with self-denial issues, Hotsuma must have a heart and a will strong enough to choose Shusei over everyone else- everyone including Yuki who is indelibly stamped in the heart and soul of every guardian that's ever lived.
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She could never abandone you? Yeah maybe but YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT so .. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
So much for caring and loving her and getting upset about the fact she might leave or she doesn't want you anymore when you for 3 years didn't even bother knowing where she's working..
Husband? Umm NO , not anymore, lol i really wished for this moment to happen lmao
Who's talking care of whom??? Omg that old man roasted him many times without even knowing
Dear minishit ..some old man she's working for took care of her when you didn't even bother knowing even where she's working.. and now asking cause you're her husband? Yeah right
Oooh few months already!! Great keep at it don't bother coming back til she's completely moved
Marriage funds ? totally rooting for you!! Just go ahead and marry her already and leave haeso to out taeha
Just really what the hell is he thinking?!
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A man who manipulated those around him and steps on women and blames everything on the women around him - oh no what a rare specimen of a deep character - bro ought to be worshipped. If you think a cheater who gave up at 25 has depth, that talks more about you.
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2025-09-06 00:43 marked

Words such as:
"This is the norm for this genre" or
"Don't like, don't read" or any excuse at all, holds no meaningful incentive anymore. This disgusting sh*t needs to be protested. Authors/Creators need to be confronted on as to why exactly are they okay with publishing and profiting off of these atrocities. There is no excuse for why anyone would enjoy viewing any form of depicted persons being repeatedly raped and sexually abused chapter after chapter after chapter over and over and over again in such vivid details unless they are a disgusting piece of sh*t monsters, themselves. Abusing the creative and artistic freedoms we all have with sickening rape and sexual violence obsessions should be a f***ing crime. Enough of these bullsh*t excuses for these sickening twisted undercover sexual predators. They are perfectly capable of writing any Orgies or F***fests they please without physically destroying their depicted characters via sexual violence, repeatedly, constantly, consistently, irrevocably for all of enternity!!!! Disgusting monsters insistently writing and drawing these unnecessarily draaaaggggged out horrific scenes are irredeemable as humans. F***k Sh*t Motherf***ers! Ahhhh!!!
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She has regressed 6 whole times just to repeat the same stupid cycles. It’s too mindless to make sense of, how can anyone be this brainless pls bfr
In the same breath she treats the only being that helps her out and is the sole reason for her powers—including that of regression, like the dirt beneath her shoe.
She’s too shameless I can’t even, there’s nothing likeable about her. She acts like she’s so smart and knows what she’s doing when it’s the COMPLETE opposite, like literally all of her decisions are actively going against herself, she’s her own biggest opp.
Also white hair being the devil is so cheesy I always hate this trope, gods are way above this mess, it’s too tasteless. Just because he isn’t human, doesn’t mean he doesn’t understand dumbassery. No god would exhaust their own power to turn back time over n over again just to watch the same buffoonery. He could’ve been a mage instead and that would’ve been 10x better.
Blonde CP ho should’ve long been stabbed into oblivion on the first regress, his sob story my ass.
No char nor plot nuance, just plain foolery lol for that reason the angst don’t be hitting one bit
Author has no talent and should be ashamed of this crap, or it’s very likely an AI story.
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Dropped