
binge read the whole thing. i have conflicted emotions towards alex. i related to some of his issues but a lot of it couldve been manipulation and thats how he was supposed to make you feel. clark was also interesting, his weird hobby made alexs condition even worse and i feel that if alex stuck with han and kept doing therapy it couldve turned out differently. my heart aches at the ending. han deserved the best out of them all and he got the worst ending. i’ll definitely reread knowing how this plays out. a lot of people believe that the ending was satisfying but i feel like it couldve all been avoided.
ughh come on