
binge read the whole thing. i have conflicted emotions towards alex. i related to some of his issues but a lot of it couldve been manipulation and thats how he was supposed to make you feel. clark was also interesting, his weird hobby made alexs condition even worse and i feel that if alex stuck with han and kept doing therapy it couldve turned out differently. my heart aches at the ending. han deserved the best out of them all and he got the worst ending. i’ll definitely reread knowing how this plays out. a lot of people believe that the ending was satisfying but i feel like it couldve all been avoided.

feel like some of you didnt understand the ending, it was mafuyu realizing he can move on. he doesnt need to think of yuki constantly in everything he does. he has music to remember him by and knows he has ue. which is why he said the line at the end about sex. the same scene happened with yuki but this time with ue. the whole manga was mafuyu grieving and trying to move on; if you still think he doesnt love ue the same way he does, you’re blind.
they’re so perfect for each other. i wish all bls had this much sincerity and loveliness.