just finished ch 2 and the thing that has me laughing so hard is that ml has so many requirements for his love interests and is so rude abt the mc's body, but his face is so fucking ugly XD
maybe its just the way hes drawn and it gets better or smth, but every time i see him i go "eugh" lolol
personally would much rather have a fat guy with a nice face and cute personality than a fit guy with a bad attitude and gross face lolol
okay ik im being harsh but he is being a jerk so idc,,, anyway gonna continue now just for the cutie lol










god this already was a very hard read and honestly i only kept up with it to see where it was going as a sense of morbid curiosity but especially ever since the gang rape it has been so hard to read. it is a wonderful portrayal of trauma but that makes it so much harder to read in some ways.
im gonna stick with it, if only to hope that one day he can escape and heal (ik thats unlikely but i want to hold out hope)
If you don’t mind spoilers I posted a really long one.