
At first I was so angry at him getting right back into gambling, but honestly he deserves an escape atp that’s not exactly physically damaging. He legit is getting brutalized everyday by the two craziest people in Korea, to a point I have never seen him without bandages and it’s been months since he’s been there. He’s in a room with a sociopath and psychopath every second of his life, never knowing whether or not if they’ll be in a good mood. One legit has gore fantasies about him and the other things of him as a hole that he makes do things. in no way am I saying the Uke is innocent but he’s nowhere near as bad.
Side note, why would you tell newcomers that you keep a lot of stamps/money in your room? I feel they gonna try to rob him since they don’t understand the rules of the prison and end up dead because it’s so much foreshadowing. They mentioned a lot that newcomers will probably try to stir up stuff so to keep their heads down, which the uke did not. Also really driving into how crazy the semes actually are and their crimes in and out of prison. Especially with the craziest one being in “love” with him, I can see this turning out bad.

Staying for the seme because he seems to be a yellow flag. The translation probably is ruining the story for me because did he borrow money from his ex or is his ex forcing money from him? Because 2 million won is roughly 1,500 usd. If he’s working 3 jobs, that would be paid in 2-4 months.
Also, if you’re so afraid of being seen why would you post your face in the cosplay picture? And if the stream already knows you’re the one from the contest then what’s the issue with the ex blackmailing? It’s literally 40,000 viewers. Some are bound to be nearby.
The seme is yellow and not green because, Why did he say 1m to the contest winner just to tell them that they’d have to participate in the stream to receive the money?

1. Probably hard to earn that much from part time jobs, costs of living/ university and so it’s already much to pay
2. Exactly like they even say it’s THE PERSON WHO WON so lol everyone have already seen his face
3. Maybe it wasn’t about the money but the prize
Anyway I’ll leave it to marinate and see u in 1 year or so XD

I’m sorry but this story is 95% flashbacks, like we get it. Please continue with the present, I’m tired of the present getting good then boom childhood trauma.

Honestly, when it’s so many flashbacks I start to lose track of what the current plot is. It’s like they’re throwing in so many subplots and then they’re just like “..yeah that’s it, we will not delve deeper. Take this “lesbian” kiss.” So it feels nonsensical and not well thought out. I understand they’re trying to make it angsty but it’s not coming out the way intended.

Am I the only one disgusted at how much focus the put on the fact he was ripped and bleeding? Was the goal to make you uncomfortable so you’re aware of how unhinged the red/blue eyed guy was? Or is to appeal to the noncon crowd?

I usually can feel nothing with those scenes other than mild frustration because I think it’s lazy writing in bl stories and it’s often romanticized. But they really were able to make me physically uncomfortable in this, like the scene was just revolting and triggering. I’m just confused on what the goal was, was it to really bore into our minds that he’s terrible and not to expect anything out of him? Or is it going to go the lazy route and somehow skip over the trauma and make it be seen as romantic?

I hope it will not become like the other BL stories that the mc would fall in love after being rape a lot of times if the ml simply treat them kindly a little bit, if that man really is the male lead, I hope he does a lot of effort to win the mc.
I think it's because it's in apocalypse settings that the author wants to normalised the blood, or perhaps you are right that they want the ml to appear more insane for doing so, but I think the ml is half zombie. I don't know; I simply feel it. ( ̄∇ ̄")

This man so delusional, he legit kidnapped her simply because she was asking for directions then get pissed that she escapes? DUH?? YOU KIDNAPPED THIS LADY
I spent this whole chapter laughing because you standing silently in the dark because the woman you arrested and was wanting to use didn’t want to be used and left you, now you talking about giving her everything? Everything BUT freedom All she wanted to do was travel and was snatched up.

I’m not sure but I’m really not feeling her makeup (?) it’s very clown-like and doesn’t really match her features. Like I understand they’re trying to show her as a villain with the heavy makeup but still draw her soft to show you otherwise but it’s many ways to do that than the uncoordinated makeup tones. It reminds me of 80s makeup.

It’s not the fact he’s a masochist that’s hilarious, it’s the fact he went to every place she went just to get hard whenever he saw her going apeshit on her family. Like he saw her dragging her brother by his eyebrow hairs and was biting his lip like “fuccck.. ” Her face expressions are fucking hilarious too, but on a serious note. I relate heavy to her family spending, I have the same issues with mine. So I totally understand the whole “being seen as the villain for being rational.”
Whoever recommended this from tiktok needs to burn for me reading this.. this is just sick. The author, the artist, everyone involved needs to be in a padded room.