I don't know but i feel like the dark hair girl is redeemable, she has that looks unlike the boy
I'd say it's more of a feeling of guilt and being indebted.
Like growing up in an abusive household and still loving your parents because they're family.
She was saved like her brother so she feels like she has to follow their master even though she feels like his methods are wrong.
I agree that her brother has definitely turned into a fanatic and is wholeheartedly following him on his own.
I want him to feel extremely gulty for killing innocent people, i want him to be hurt so it can be really interesting in the story
That wasn't what happened. His motivation wasn't "hiding the truth". He grew up believing in the good story about the love between the princess and the dragon. He was taught since childhood that *that* version is the truth, and he is proud of it. And then suddenly he got the information, that a bunch of lunatics are trying to sell some nonsense story about how the dragon was abused. They wanted to sell this information to a foreign country, which would have caused chaos (I think war was mentioned, if I remember right), so as a knight who's sole motivation is to protect his country, he believed that getting rid of them before they could do it, is the right decision.
We know, that the dragon was abused. He was, however, 100% convinced that that is a bunch of nonsense and these lunatics are dangerous. That's all.
Was it a good decision to butcher everyone with zero investigation? Not really. But he was convinced that he is doing good, and that quick action is necessary.
So yeah, I think his heart is in the right place. He can't help that he was brainwashed into believing in a lie. I bet he will feel plenty of guilt.
No his intention in the moment was to end everyone who knew to give up his chivalry to make everything stay the same he was willing to do bad even knowing the truth he didn't want anyone else to know so he could live with the lie and no one could tell him it was otherwise tho it was for s moment and he quickly gained his senses when jahid was hurt
That wasn't his intention tho? He was contemplating his choices for a moment. He was deciding wether he should finish what he started and let things go back to normal or not. He is still mostly convinced, that what he grew up believing is the truth, afterall he doesn't have evidence that says otherwise. And yet, he is still wavering in his decision. And tbh he is totally valid for the hesitation. It's obvious, that if he decides to investigate and it turns out to be the truth, then life suddenly will be much more difficult. It's in human nature not to kick the pile of crap, so it won't stink as much.
And pls use punctuation and separate sentences. It's very hard to understand what you say, when it's 1 continuous sentence without even a comma.
I reread it just for you. He quite literally starts by questioning "what if it's true?", lists some clearly bad things (and remember, that he holds his chivalry dear to himself) he would need to do for everything to go back to normal, and then he is shown under judgemental eyes and covered in blood, which clearly means that he would be 1)in the presence of bad people, and 2) with blood on his hands, which is a clear metaphor for wrong decisions. The whole scene shows how unappealing this decision would be for him.
That's the whole point of the scene, that he would need to commit crimes, give up something important, and feel shitty in the end, for it to return to normal. Honestly, the only way they could have shown it clearer that it's not a choice he would be happy to choose, would be by writing "I don't want this".
And there is no need to get pissy with me and have an attitude, just because I politely asked you to write in such a way, that I won't have to decode your writing. It's the bare minimum of communication, that you make your message readable. No need to get angry at me because you are lazy to put some dots and commas.
Anyway, i'm done talking with you. I explained it several times, if you still don't believe me, that's your problem. I won't respond anymore if you don't lose the pissy attitude.











Yeah yeah yeah.... Emperor... "i was too late... I neglected her... I need to apologise...." MAN fuck off let her be as you always did she'll be better without you in her life