So he's afraid that the old guy will try to convince Lucia to have a concubine for Prince Damien??? So Damien would be with his half-sister? Unless Damien is actually the son of Hugo, but that would still make them cousins right? (⊙…⊙ ) I mean, I know it wasn't an uncommon thing back then, but still...thats so...( ̄∇ ̄")
Why am I obsessed with ML's that are cold and scary, but soft and sweet with the FL??? I go weak at the knees for it and this story fits the bill. He's already so in love with her and its amusing to see him stumble over his feelings~ Also I love how sensual the artist draws their scenes together. Its so romantic, but it also makes me feel so alone ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
im so glad i got the notification for this! also its cool that the author added all their sexual orientations. I knew jiwon was bisexual and it makes sense that he leans more towards men. I'm glad she added that bit since people seem to erase bisexual preferences. Anyway i cant wait for the 18th!!! :D
That part where she said "How do you kill it without actually killing it?"
She was definitely NOT talking about the rat and talking about Sangwoo himself. Since she can't seem to poison him, it looks like she decided to fuck with him mentally hence the sexual abuse. It also looks like Sangwoo was bleeding from his head when his mom had him tied down, so I'm thinking she might have knocked him out and raped him afterwards. His mom is crazy and the entire time we thought it was his dad smhhh
Also that part when Sangwoo laughed because Bum said "Fuck me as my husband" in the last chapter....now I'm wondering if Bum actually said it cus Bum said he never said it (unless he's just feeling embarrassed) but now that we know that Eunseo raped Sangwoo, I'm wondering if maybe that was something that she had said to Sangwoo. Ugh, I'm so grossed out by her.
Hardly any character development and when it seemed like something might have changed, we end with an open ending?? Lame. Usually i dont mind open endings if theyre done well, but this one was just frustrating and made reading this an entire waste of time. And I'm usually into reading really fucked up shit but this one just became repetitive throughout. If you're wanting to read some yaoi with not much plot and just A LOT of sex, then this one might be for you. If you're not into rape or NTR, then I suggest you stray far away from this.
I'm assuming the part where Yule tells his sister that he let his friends rape Kyungsoo is when he admits he's a fucking head case and they actually check him into a mental hospital (what happened to that btw??) Also why hasnt anyone beat his friends asses for raping kyungsoo in the first place??? I cant be the only one that was waiting for that to happen but no, even when Yule was "in love with him" he still remained friends with the guys who raped the person he supposedly loved. Absolute mess i tell you.
Overall the art was nice, characters were alright, and the sex scenes were hard to get through since 95% of it is rape. You just felt bad for the main character the whole time tbh. I felt like there were a lot of loose ends that were never fully addressed. Like what the heck is wrong with that entire family??? lmao and also the background story to the brothers should have been more in depth imo.
I'll give it some kudos for straying away from usual BL plots so there's that.
Would I read it again? probably not :/








THATS IT??????? i mean, im happy they end up together, but I was expecting more from the parallel universe, but she just ended up going back? I was lowkey hoping for Nogata to fall in love with Kiyose again, but he basically said that he'll always love Manami more cus those memories he has arent really his memories....
The mangaka could have easily made this longer cus it had so much potential, but Kiyose just easily went back to her original world and he was alive again....It's a happy ending, but I would have loved to see the other Nogata fall in love with Kiyose again in the parallel one :/