
I couldn't even enjoy the last sex scene bc seeing Jooin makes me sick, I think the two would have been so much better off without Jooin in their minds in the end, they deserve someone way better than him specially Cain who took so many hard decisions on his own but tried to credit it to Jooin, author tried to insert some emotional bullshit that doesn't work with the story she wrote (⊙…⊙ )

I can't believe I'm still reading this, it feels like the author didn't know how to develop their relationships so they kept going back and forth with the same scenario and dragged it out for too long, I really couldn't stand jooin's victim mentality when he was also causing a lot of pain by not communicating and walking out instead of talking (when the other party was clearly trying to ask important things), I started this around December 2023 and I already feel sorry for people who have been reading this for 4 years y'all are god's strongest soldiers for dealing with this BS (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

The tags are there for a reason, if you are uncomfortable with rape scenes check the tags before reading, you need to curate your own online experience.
Noncon gang rape is not for everyone, I didn't like how they brushed it off but it's literally just fiction, if I want a realistic psychological/criminal pov I look into more serious BLs like Dark Heaven
I don't even have the energy to read the author's notes after the horrible way they wrapped the story, of you have to over explain so much it means the story is not strong enough to convey a message on its own
"Show, not tell" and they couldn't even do that IN A VISUAL MEDIA FORM