
i personally don't mind the age gap. although it's not right, cmon now, as bl readers, we've seen worse age gap than this. I've seen one even worse in real life in which the girl is 15 and the boy is literally in his 20s dafuk??? (they have a child already. i know right????????????) anyway, i hope they won't do the deed as they are right now, i personally dont like shorter semes make him taller first yknow

I think at this point it's not that they're 3 years apart that's the issue, it's that the seme is in college and the uke just started high school. Those are two drastically different stages of maturity, since the new high schooler is technically still a child dreaming of romance and the one in college is in the mindset of degrees and jobs and being an adult. It's easy to see why that kind of relationship can be taken advantage of.

looll they're making me laugh with how crazy they are. when i first read this, i used to think, wow! they're so toxic, they need help and get away with each other. i still think that they need help but... they honestly deserve each other. they're both crazy, as much as they make each other crazier, they also need each other to survive yknow. they're keeping each other sane and insane. though slowly but surely, cheong rim is getting insane more than sane. and i just hope sunkyung will get saner yknow??

seok has anger issues fr HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA LOOOLLL HIS ANTICS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD esp when he was dealing with gyutae's phone LOLLL. he's the toxic i understand. it's excusable bc his target also likes it yknow. he's also obsessed with gyutae, he trained him LOLLLL that one with the screwdriver thoughh, IT MADE ME LAUGH SO FREAKING MUCH

so much misunderstanding... i don't care for anything else, but the misunderstanding that the ML is a mistress (what's the boy version of mistress??? i forgot) is something that i really want to clear up between them. reading the ml's past, i have an intuition that his mother is a mistress, and her saying "the apple doesn't fall far from the tree"... it breaks my heart somehow cuz the ml practically accepted that he really doesn't fall far from the tree cuz of his relationship with the mc. maybe he hates himself for it too. im dropping this, maybe I'll pick it back up when this misunderstanding clears up.

and the fact that sihyun did not leave a single mark on the mc's body... breaks my heart a little cuz well.. he did say that he'll make sure that the 'main chic' won't find out. what is even the mc thinking?? what made him commit to this misunderstanding?? does he think that this is also sihyun's kink? he basically made sihyun believe he's a mistress and made him commit to that role. everything was ok besides this thing. i hate anything cheating

mc committed to the misunderstanding because ml accuse him of being a cheater first. sure he was pretending to be married, but even as he pretended to be married, he remained "loyal" to the role of a dedicated husband and wasn't sleeping around (after all, their first time is their actual first time sleeping together).
ml caused his own misunderstanding and pissed off mc, who could have easily told the truth, but why tell the truth when you're pissed off someone thinks of you that way when you haven't done a single thing to insinuate it. reminder mc had no clue ml was wanting to sleep with him until last minute. mc was just trying to do well at work and socialize with his coworkers and work-partners. ml was the one who mistook those actions and assumed mc was sleeping with colleagues. imo mc could have told the truth but ml doesn't have a good image of him to begin with. and that is the conflict. hopefully to unravel in s2.
i thought i had a high tolerance with toxicity cuz I've read Red Mansion without batting an eye, and i saw that someone said this was toxic, but not toxic enough so i thought, im running out of stories to read! might as well. oh boy was i so wrong... this made me cry so much for 10 minutes dafuk??? i haven't cried since February. that scene in which adele was in a masquerade thing, in which this bastard buenaparte brought her to... literally, my heart ached so bad and i silent cried cuz it's fucking late in the night?!?!! right?! silent crying added the hurt that i feel in my heart, the grudge, and the hate i have for this boy. (i refuse to call him a man, he's so fucking childish) this bastard is so terrible i can't forgive him forever for what he did. i refuse to acknowledge this boy as the male lead, he's so fucking ugly. his whole being is ugly, I've never hated a character this bad. I've always sympathized with them, knowing their traumas. i dislike his whole being, he's so horrible i couldn't care less with his past, whatever.
just like how he does everything in his fucking power to disgrace, humiliate, and hurt adele, i also want to do that to him. i know it's useless cuz they'll end up together anyway, but i hope before that happens, he thinks back of what he did to adele, how he brought her into that God forsaken place. i hope he regrets so fuxking bad and his past action eats away at him every damn time he is with adele. i don't wish him a happy ending with adele, i hope he suffers so bad. there is no redemption for this boy, for me. although i like adele so much, im reading this bc of her, but I'll be staying away from this story to keep my sanity. i like to guard my heart from heartaches, cuz i read to feel good.
excuse my vulgar language because im filled with fiery rage. my wish is for adele to live happily, or disappear into a bubble on its way to find peace.
You're fine cuz compared to what I'd do to him, your "fit of rage" isn't bad at all. Honestly, him and his fugly clothes make me want to erase him from the manhwa panels