that left a hole in my heart. I CANT STOMACH THE FACT THAT HE DIDN'T READ THE JOURNAL WHAT THE FUCK ARGH ARGH THE REGRET THAT I FEEL, even if im not the one who got left behind. still broo, it's 10 years of heartache bro! there could be some sort of relief from pain had he read the journal, gonghyeon’s answers! arrghhhhh i hope he gets to read it in the side stories argh argh
Fr! But if I were him I wouldn't even think to read my journal after getting left behind too. Just reading that journal full of thoughts about the one who left me will be kinda cruel to myself. Who would even think that someone will write a message in a journal, right? But fate really has some way to bring them back together again even after those 10 long years.
both older brothers did a horrible job in making their younger sibling happy. older brother red - caused misunderstanding for the ml to be hated. older brother green - caused his sister to be guilty as fuck, she chose to sacrifice herself and died.
both shows the flaws of humans and the consequence of excessive affection. everyone has so much love for everyone that they exploded and hurt each other and died, one way or another. i admit this is such a bizarre way of wording it, but it's like that isn't it










colton just screams daddy. his whole being is a daddy!