
I wish people wouldn't be so fixated on type cz sometimes it's not even that they like their "type" but that's what feels familiar. I genuinely believe most people stuck on their type don't like their type.
Ml is a piece of shit tho that only makes the MC feel consistently insecure so MC feeling the way he feels is valid.

I want the tops to start leaving the bottoms ATP. I want them to just be like "you make me feel so anxious that I start having fucked up thoughts and ideas on how to keep you. I'm fucking tired of constantly not feeling secure in our connection cz you never assure and affirm our connection."God forbid a bottom be down bad too and wants the ml without being a cryptic bitch. I don't hate mi eum but I absolutely hate this trope it's tired and old. But we know that's never gonna happen cz BLS like infantalizing tf out of these bottoms especially when they're twinks.

Crying like this when you not only betraying your "friends" but committing treason which could easily implicate your "friends" especially given the time period is ridiculous. Freya is just cognitive dissonance incarnate. Did she think they'd embrace her when they found out about her shit uncle being a traitor and that she knew? She tried to vilify MC for a man that never wanted her and literally told her to fuck off which was a threat btw. Like he embarassed her and she thought she'd do a big one and "expose" MC and gain back favor only for it to backfire spectacularly

I love this story especially this chapter adressing how the survival mode lifestyle is just toxic. I discussed this with a friend and we concluded jjk could easily be a case study for red pill mfs. He adopted such fucked up mechanisms to survive and forgot that life is just life cz we'll all die one day. Their is literally no point in being so guarded that you are just a bitch to people who want to love you and get close to you. I'm glad he realises it's not Dan's fault, he slapped expectations on Dan and dismissed that Dan is human too and isn't perfect. Expecting him to be the perfect tool is so unfair to put on anyone. He dismissed how Dan has his own issues and believed Dan should only exist for his jinx which is quite literally just him refusing to reconcile with the reality of his trash parents. I love this chapter. And before we say it's an apology, let's never forget a proper apology is not just words but process leading to changed behaviour. We haven't seen that yet.

I wish the story was just about them and not the whatever brother thing. Now it's going to be the bottom being passed around between the two. I need bl manhwas to stop this cz bottoms already often never have agency so I don't know why they include secondary love interests only for the bottom to come off as some insatiable hoe that has no filtering system with anyone that expresses interest in them.
Just cz you and your man are gay doesn't mean everyone's gay dude. His jealousy tantrum wasn't cute. His bs is giving Dan nightmares and I don't know why he doesn't catch on how much anxiety he induces in people. Dan is damaged and he needs to give him some fucking grace. He has the mental fortitude to come out on the other side still winning but that ain't the case for Dan. I just wish he'd stop raising his voice at him. Man I feel so triggered