I think henry was a man who only let logic dictate his actions. His heart was completely for V, but he didn’t recognise that, thus so his first thought when horny is ‘who is the first person i can find to sleep with me’ and with v conducting experiments, logic dictates that would be someone else. It also might be flawed logic like “if i dont control my emotions, i will be improper”

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i wish i could actually get close with other people, and i wish i was allowed to be selfish and happy, but my real personality is so atrocious and repulsive. i moved to a new place recently, and i’ve been making an effort to try and be more genuine, but its just the same it always is. If i’m not useful, and good, i get discarded. I heard someone say the worst thing that can happen is you could die, and i disagree, it’d be a relief if i could just die, the worst thing that can happen is being a burden on other people, thats why I can’t die, because people will feel burdened by my death. I’m just stuck in this state of constant self loathing and misery. I do try to get better, but its impossible without the money for therapy, i guess i’ll just be like this till i eventually die naturally or until I’ve isolated myself enough to where noone will be inconvenienced anymore. I have nothing and its just going to get worse.
Please don’t reply to this. I don’t want your pity

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Plleaaseeee prettyyy pleaseeeeee (≧∀≦) i’mm so desperate, i’ll read anything, manga, manwha, novel, just please!!!!!!

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(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ its been a hot minute since i asked so i gotta see, any possessive seme recs? Idm if its manwha, manga or novel. ((Ps i’d prefer No traditional (dom alpha x omega) omegaverse !!))

Just want a man insane and in love with a guy.

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Idk just give me something that will get me through this week.

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My reading list is dwindling w everything ending want a bl which is comedic, cute and fun, with a fun relationship dynamic (ideally possessive x tsundere but if its good its good) like in Don’t mess with the puppy or Legroom!! Please recommend the creme of the crop bc i feel like i’ve read all the good stuff now!! Thank you i love you!

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Fun Stalker and/or office worker bl recs please!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need a distraction from my oncoming anxiety attack!!!!! <(⌒▽⌒)>

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people of mangago please recommend me seemingly average guy uke and fucking insane and possessive seme im a simple man (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

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people of mangago please recommend me seemingly average guy uke and kinda fucking insane and possessive seme im a simple man who has a favourite archetype

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Epic Polaris moment. But who tf is he talking to???????

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give me angry/asshole uke x powerful / possessive seme please please please please pretty please w a cherry on top ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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I miss room without windows/ legroom so much…. Give me some fun bl recs pleaseeee… idm anything as long as its entertaining…


((Ps: i promise you i’ve read all that popular recommendation stuff even if its not on my profile ( hi rainbow city guy) (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ ))

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IM GONNA KMS THATS SO CUTE AND TERRTIBLE AND AWFUL AND CUTE

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TSUNDERE X POSSESSIVE AND CLINGY BL IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO REFRESHING

MC!!!!!!!!! I believe in you!!!!!!!! You can defy the world of bl!!!!!! You don’t have to end up with anyone!!!!!!!!!! I didnt like the romance plot in the live action!!!!!!

if he was to end up with anyone, i’d want it to be the author fudanshi, but thats probably impossible so Mizumoto is my preferred love interest . I dont like Hatano.

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WHATS THE YAOI WHERE THE GUY WAKES UP TRANSMIGRATED INTO HIS FAVOURITE BDSM NOVEL AND HES TRYING TO ACT SCARED SO THE SEME WONT REALISE HES ACTUALLY A MASSIVE FAN OF BEING LOCKED UP AND GET BORED OF HIM!!!!!?????? AND THEN IT TURNS OUT TO BE A WEIRD TIMELOOP SORTA THING!!!!

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HAPPY YAOI DAY all!!!

In celebration; everyone tell me your favourite yaoi!!!! (づ ̄ • v • ̄)づ (definitely not trying to get recs lolol)

mine is probably Room without Windows/Legroom!!!!

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A couple years ago I watched one an anime that I swear to god was Scum Villains Self Saving System, but I found out today SVSSS doesnt have an anime at all????? so idk what the hell i was watching.
anyway, does anyone know where I can read it?

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Comedy recs? Idm the specifics as long as its long, *funny*, and i’m unlikely to have read it. Theres a hole in my heart where a series that just ended was.

Actually it can be short too as long as its completed.

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AGHHHHHH THE ENDING OF THE LOBO SIDE STORIES AAAAAA WORDS CAN NEVER EXPRESS MY FEELING ┗( T﹏T )┛ IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYY