This kinda hits home to me. My mother isn’t dead but I am a child from divorced parents and both my parents have remarried. But before they got remarried I also went through that stage of seeing them talking to these ‘strangers’ that soon become as intimate as I am to them. I rebelled as well because I couldn’t accept the fact they also had their own lives and I was afraid I would be forgotten as they moved on with other people while I was still struggling to accept change. So it’s completely understandable the daughter acts the way she does, her actions have hurt the people around her but she herself is still a grieving child.
Btw, if the MC ends up with the university student, that’s completely understandable. As much as I feel for the father, he made his choice and as great as it’d be to see them back together I don’t think it’s going towards that route.
People hating on the kid or children in general in the genre but I love them. It really shows other characters morals (to carry the burden or get rid of the child) and while can be annoying at times it adds emotional depth and most times is a trigger of growth to a character. Which is what I’m hoping the MC will experience after this, because he’s kinda useless to put it bluntly at least let him become faster at making decisions.
Ugh I love toxic troupes (IN FICTION LEMME SPECIFY) because most of the time in the end they won’t exactly say I love you but they will murder for you.
Depending on what you think is ‘toxic’ specifically in BL/Yaoi (because let’s be real it’s normal to see possessive tops and non consensual shit because its FICTION) you may find something you like here (btw it’s other people’s list, I can’t fully remember the ones I’ve read nor have the patience to go through my read mangas):
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/890642/
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/92280/?filter=&page=2
Here’s some tags:
https://www.mangago.zone/tag/unhealthy+relationship/
https://www.mangago.zone/tag/bad+seme/
https://www.mangago.zone/tag/toxic+seme/
Just filter through. Have fun!











Bro this was WAAAAY SWEETER than I expected it to be. I originally didn’t finish it before because it was mafia themed and I was expecting some dog blooded drama about betrayal and etc. and there’s gonna be some huge shootout scene with the MC or ML getting shot and then we’ll get a nursing scene AHHAHA I overthought too much.