The berserk mode he raged into was pretty fuckin sick ngl, love how it went from pretty boy with white hair to just absolute glitched out nightmare monster
Been wrong this whole time?? Have we as an audience been so traumatized by other BL/Yaoi manga that has an abusive top every time that we just immediately looked for signals that this guy is a red flag but he’s actually a green flag and we’ve just been overly suspicious??? I’m scared y’all I really can’t tell anymore
Foreplay, full on eating out, and EXTRA LUBE ON TOP OF THAT??? Where did this sudden forest come from????
But based on the newest chapter, the art doesn’t look drastically terrible/different for me *shrug*
Than any sex scene I’ve seen this month when he rejected him. God it felt so vindicating.
• Another sex scene? Nah.
• Uke actually standing his ground based on logical reasons? *happy tingles*
Definitely the first time I’ve seen a gender bender done this way, interesting. Normally it’s basically smut all the way so I didn’t really have any hopes but it fortunately lived up to the description
I had totally forgot about this story until it showed up on my update page ngl glad it’s still good as I remember tho!
The sheer amount of enthusiasm both people have in the relationship for each other so much sexy consent
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If the boyfriend is cheating on her, or if he’s bad at sex and that’s the issue (?) or maybe she’s just not getting as much emotional/romantic support as she would like from him? It feels so vague/ambiguous I can’t tell what her problem is lol
An uke that initiates things. Sure the other guy started, it but the MC was totally on board which we love to see
What type relationships the author themselves are into because???? This goes past masochism, this is just verbal, physical, and sexual abuse. I get the whole “what people write doesn’t mean that they endorse it” but like…what’s the point of having this person be so shitty other than frustrating the readers to the point where they no longer even like him after a so-called redemption era, whenever that may be (maybe the real S & M relationship is between the author and us readers since they keep doing this….)
I don’t know if it’s worse or better that at this point it feels as thought the abusive nature isn’t being sexualized like in other manga (never thought I would say that in my life bc I don’t like the rape trope. I think it’s stupid and unnecessary). Actually, it shows up in sex scenes, but feels incredibly unsexy. In fact, I’m going to be bold and say none of the sex scenes feel sexy because I’m too busy boiling with rage at Asshole #1 In The World(TM) to even appreciate the artwork sometimes. In some way, him being some random “normal” person with that abusive personality instead of a hit man or a serial killer is somehow worse if that even makes any sense at all
When the abusive top has better consent when he’s (supposedly) drunk. Like wow, he had to intoxicated for the MC to feel SAFE enough to ask him to do it in a way that was enjoyable for both of them…
The way we all went from the previous chapter going ??? TOP??? TOPPING?? Oooohh!!!?? To immediate disappointment and a bit of horror/sadness