
i was on my knees praying for 20 chapters that the next chapter won’t have any sexual assault or even worse. blackmailing and generally bad attitude aside, i was so glad to see the top not forcing himself on the bottom sexually even in that “i’ll give you a blowjob” situation. and then that shit at the party happened… i’d have rather taken the top insisting on the blowjob that one chapter than assaulting a drunk man (even if that drunk man came onto him first). i think i’m too disappointed to continue this

lister is a bitch and lloyd is really only “better” in comparison to lister. if you look at him individually, he’s just as self-serving as any other dumb ass bl manhwa top — first saying that he’ll respect slan’s boundaries but jumping on him the next second. a little further in the story he expresses basically that he wants to fuck slan but he’d be okay if they just sleep and hug in bed, spouting shit like “needing to come to an agreement” about how far he’s allowed to go, only to push slan down and straight up fondle his ass two panels later. not to mention the many unsolicited kisses. all the while KNOWING and being repeatedly reminded that slan lost his memories of their time together. if he were really such a green flag, then the author would have chosen to make him help slan regain his memories any other way than basically assaulting him all the time.
what in the reverse psychology