atp i’m seriously wondering if mingwa has a single brain cell to spare to think about what they want to make their readers feel when they’re subjecting them to this bullshit. like. is it anger? is this story meant to make me feel angry?? THE WHOLE TIME?? WITHOUT PAUSE??
I do like that she made us feel such deep hatred—it will feel good to come down from it. I just think it lasted too long and plateaued hardcore for me. Way to one-note to be entertaining atp. This poisoning has been like that only unexpected thing in a year lol. Now we see if Jae is actually going to care or just be mad (again) over not getting b-hole
i will not forget how shitty rupard was in the beginning but he’s come so far with his character development. i love the amount of communication going on between the two! also i like how the next “conflict” isn’t a cliche ass love rival suddenly appearing but that it has something to do with his mother’s condition. although i do hope she stays alive
no he acted like an asshole when he left uke because he overreacted over his trauma and dumped it unto the uke. that was one time. he wasn't shitty at all lol. reread how he acted from the beginning and he was literally acting the tamest and catering to what the uke needed. he only lashed out when he had nightmares about his mom and the flowers getting brought up. that is far from being shitty lmao. it's nothing to condemn him over too. you're just being sensitive
plus he only didn't like the uke because he thought he was just in it for the money. a chapter later he literally treats him nicely even without him knowing about his mom needing medicine yet. he's like the tamest kind of this trope never physically abused the uke and only got angry when stuff relating to his mom was brought up. what happened to him wasn't character development, it was understanding the uke more so he mellowed out because his first impression of him wasn't good at all.
what i meant to say was that he was NOT THAT shitty for you to be saying you "will not forget". yes he acted like an asshole but you're overreacting that much. no need to be dramatic af for the tamest things he's done. even shoujo male leads has stolen soft kisses from the mcs but no one says they're shitty for that. even fox like semes who are questionable at first never get "i will never forget he was this horrible" responses just because they weren't the perfect male lead. you're being dramatic he's far from being as shitty to deserve something like never forgetting his past actions. it's like those twitter threads exposing someone saying they're a bully yet all they did was tamely insult and called someone ugly once
Yo chill u're over reacting. Why does it matter if she thinks it's horrible enough for her when it's not for you? Just like she said everyone has their own level of moral compass. Srl. Chill man. If you call it tame then its damn tame for all we care. But if someone sees is as not 'tame' at all, then respect their shits. Don't drill ur 'tame insult or whateva sht u r talking about' opinion to someone else. And also u admit it urself, the seme was at first an asshole, so yes he was an asshole. He's got his character dev, and HE we got. But we still can't deny the fact the way he force uke to do the deed despite uke not wanting it, insulted uke and making him feel like shit. Just because da seme has char dev, that doesn't mean we cannot forget his past actions. That's why I said, BJ alex in a sense is still shitty.
and no it's not a character development. yall always call it that. it's called understanding the other person's motive better. uke was in a sense overstepping his boundaries and seme was just telling him to stop especially since he thought he was just in it for the money lmao. rupard has always been tame, it was his impression of him that made him act like that. this is far from character development lol
started skipping through the chapters at ch 3 cause this is just sooo mid tbh. the “friend who wants to help” moment was cliché af and it wasn’t even done well, like… these mangaka have exactly one (1) blueprint for these kinda scenarios and it’s called “have the MC assaulted to make the ML realize his feelings” which is MID! BORING! PREDICTABLE! LAZY! DISGUSTING! bye
I'd call this dubious consent on a good day. too bad today isn't a good day. first homeboy goes ahead and simply decides on his own that the bottom would absolutely love getting fingered by him specifically in that moment and then he uses the "you say you don't like it, BUT" card... I'll see how he behaves in the next chapter but he's already a red flag for me










thank you sm! i’m obsessed with this tbh the long wait is painfullll