ngl I like Sakira, but why do they always come up with the most bullshit scenes...
Like that 3-5 pages where the seme was meditating by tying a dumbell on his hard dick like huh..? Bro chill. Honestly it's such a shame, because I think with their skill, Sakira could've made an actually good story, but they seem to have a taste for vulgar and downright retarded, depraved sexual comedy so there's that....
Ok so I read the whole thing. I know Heeso is probably bipolar and is a sociopath or something, but I'm really having trouble understanding WHY he's so obsessed with raping and confining the poor man.
I'm more confused than upset about it tbh. I just don't see a reason why he does that?? I feel like I missed something? Why didn't he just try to romance the guy or something? Why go straight to rape every single time?? What's the reason? And why is the uke always thinking Heeso hates him? Even though he saved Heeso? What is this drama, and where did it come from? Am I..... stupid? ☠
I just don't get ittt, did I miss some info or something
Heeso has always been obsessed, he was a kid for the first season so he still saw Taekyung as a parental role and needed someone to rely on but in a twisted way where Heeso also fell in love wanted to rely on Taekyung while letting Taekyung rely on him. Why he's doing this now could be for a few different reasons but all in all. He is just, obsessed
Okay, but why is he so obsessed with the uke specifically? It'd make more sense if he fell in love with the girl that tried to help him in the beginning.
Also, why is uke trying so hard to keep secrets from the Heeso? Why couldn't he just said "I knew your mother, she was a good person. She's the reason I saved you that time and she's also the reason I'm going to take care of you for now. You can chill" or something like that? Both characters continuously make decisions I can't rationalize, and I'm so confused
Also, I don't get what the whole conflict about them lying to each other is about. At this point they're both extremely paranoid about the other lying to them, and I just can't help but feel like if they'd just been honest since the start this situation could've be easily avoided?
Like idk, I feel like more than half the time they're lying about things that don't even need to be a lie, like why?? What for?? Who benefits from that??
He saw Taekyung kiss a man and since then he got lewd thoughts or wtv and he even had a wet dream of Taekyung but what escalated it was when Taekyung was saying heeseos name in his sleep and heeseo's delusional ass thought Taekyung was having a wet dream about him too so he thought his feelings were reciprocated and from then on he started being a rapist delusional bitch and now he's just a psycho who wants to isolate Taekyung
And the fetishization for autism continues.... Anyone who tries to deny this is blind as hell. A lot of yaoi manga is intentionally autism-coded because it makes the mc looks 'cute'. Gross cash grab trick, ugh...
I don’t think here it’s made to make him look cute. He’s clearly struggled from it and trying to overcome how he thinks and acts differently from people. I actually pretty liked how it’s handled because from the beginning you could feel it and it didn’t feel like sticking an etiquette on him just because.
as someone whose autistic and has been fetishised, I actually don't see anything wrong with his character. I feel like his personality and his growth is what's adorable. the author has obviously done a bit of research. I've seen quite a lot of yaoi that are intentionally 'autism-coded' for views, but this isn't one of them.
Tbh bwat's 2 latest works are so excruciatingly boring and I legit need to make a lot of conscious effort to finish them so I'm a bit sceptical of this one.... I lost count how many times I literally fell asleep trying to go through those last 2 stories, I don't even feel that sleepy during math classes .... I forced myself to finish them tho because it's still bwat....
I really hope this one is better
it's the opposite though? I'm looking for stories with plot and actual character development. BWAT's last 2 works were literally 100+ chapters of just thirst traps, which was why it was so boring :(
If anything, I think people just have low standards. Just because the character are pretty and they have sex a lot, they think it's genuinely fucking shakespeare or some shit. But it's really not
"I won't break up with you, I don't have the confidence to meet other people"
Ah, yes. That's certainly the best way to convince your paranoid lover that you won't leave them. The fact that Narye was actually convinced by that sentence is a plot hole imo
But Narye isn't paranoid, he's obsessed - he's also able to know when Seoyo is telling the truth 'cause he's lived nine lives with him- also, he had always known that about Seoyo, the fact he didn't "need anybody else" so when it actually came for the latter's mouth, he believed him
...but still, it's definitely not a happy ending-
I think the author knows that that's not right, that Narye is misleading Seoyo and he might actually never learn it, this is twisted af-
And psychologically very interesting!
It scared me, but I loved reading it :o
Err guys why are you saying you don't care about what happens to Narye? I know he's a villain but only focusing on the victim is a pretty toxic behaviour you know TwT that's what the internet is feeding on as of late
Probably a healthy would have been one where they didn't end up together and Narye sought theeapy, as someone in the comments said, to know how to deal with his very clear Mental Illness
But with the way Jay said it, it kinda sounds like they're saying that's he's crazy so he doesn't matter
But you have the right to say what you want sweetie, don't mind what others say, I also just wanted to give my opinion as someone very interested in Psychology!
Also, about what you said: you wouldn't believe Seoyo's words 'cause you self-proclaiming yourself as paranoid means you would never be able to actually know that person deeply... indeed Obsession and Paranoia ain't the same
You would constantly be taken over by doubt and wouldn't trust most of his actions as truthful
Narye tho has lived aaall those lives with Seoyo and knew what Seoyo felt, so he was content when Seoyo said it himself (of course that stays very twisted anyway X3)










The uke is never into it enough for it to not be rape, bro. This shit is just rape, after rape, after rape, after rape, after rape, after rape..... I'm starting to get nauseous.... I usually have a pretty strong stomach for this type of shit, but this one just doesn't stop, man...