bruses's Things

You guys ever on AO3 reading a really good slutty fanfiction, but then author decides to drop their AGE and it turns out their like 14 HOLY FUCK like:
1. WHY ARE YOU WRITING THIS?
2. WHY DID YOU TELL ME?
And part of you lowkey be disappointed bc the fanfic was so good but now you can't read it because it was written by a fucking FOURTEEN year old!????!!!!

questions that i cant find an answer to on google and im too anxious to ask anyone else

1. heart palpitations /heart beating out of chest
2. quick switches from sweltering to literally freezing
3. light headedness (kinda feels like ur floating, but not in a ''im gonna pass out'' way)
4. when im working out all my symptoms go away and i feel 100x better (during the workout/a bit after) but then they all come back
5. i recently stopped taking Zoloft, but this was like a week ago atp.
oh yea and sometimes i feel a bit neasous ngl

Now dr gregory house diagnose me
my hypothesis is that its just from me stopping my meds so suddenly but its been awhile tskstslk

Falling in love is so stressful, especially when you've known them for years.. Like, why am I constantly filled with such a sense of anxiety and excitement at the same time? I enjoy being around them, I want to be around them, but just thinking about them makes my heart ache and i can't stop over-thinking every single thing either of us do.
I'm so scared they'll see me as less than I see them, and that these feelings simply existing will ruin a good-thing.
Love really makes you hate yourself as well bc maybe if i was prettier or smarter id have a higher chance of us becoming ''us''
Ugh anyways i probably don't have to worry as much as I do, it atleast SEEMS that he is reciprocating, but i can't help the anxiety and stupid over-thinking i have circling in my fucked up brain

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anyways no more negativity guys have fun